am i going to live doctor?

i lost a lot of time tonight. last night i began developing stomach pains that faded later into the night. today they started up again a few hours after lunch and then escalated to full blown agony after dinner. i don't think it was anything i ate. i'm not sure what it was. it's not gas.. and its not indigestion. i've had this pain before. i'd wake up in the middle of the night with this pain. it's occurring right where my stomach and heart meet.
i'd say that it was equivalent to having a 2x4 lodged into your chest. it hurt sooo bad.
i took some pepto but it didn't help. i had to just lay down and bare the pain for an hour or two. i ended up watching the lakers get pummeled by the spurs and by the time i finished watching the anna nicole show, the pain started to subside. it wasn't until E!'s show Britney and Justin Love Chain finished that i was able to get up and function without wanting to kill myself. (just a note for those who are interested: the anna nicole show was about her selling her art. childish scribbles..being sold for 5 grand. the world is so fucked up sometimes)

so now its close to 2am and i haven't finished my studio stuff. nowhere near finishing. i'm still feeling a little pain. i'm also drained from all the writhing and tossing i did in bed while my guts were turning inside out. tired. tired. tired. i have to wonder to myself if i'd be more productive staying up all night or waking up early in the morning....that is, if i can wake up early.

anyhow. i guess i'm just thankful i can breathe without pain now. i don't know what happened. maybe i need to stop eating so much. jeremy tried to diagnose me on webMD.com but every single inquiry leads to the inevitable "please contact your physician immediately" page. useless.

i think i will call it a night. hopefully my ass will be up by 8am to start some REAL work..and no procrastinating.

p.s. no its not my time of the month either so that wasn't it. besides, that stuff never gives me cramps.