gallbladder

took a long lunch with jeremy on his break from jury duty, went to the doctor to check out my abdominal pains, organized my photography project, and still put in 8 hours of work. did i mention i haven't had any caffeine today either?

yeah. i'm officially a robot.

sounds like jury duty isn't so bad. jerms seemed to have a lot of fun. he said it felt like the movie runaway jury and he was john cussack. :) it may not be so bad but i'm still not looking forward to it.

went to the doctor after getting pressured into it by my co-worker trish. she insisted i get my abdominal pains checked out. i had a severe pain attack this past Saturday. i predict it's gal stones but who knows. the doctor i saw wasn't very nice. she was very curt and quick. i felt like she didn't even want to hear what i had to say about my problems. maybe she was annoyed that i had self-diagnosed myself already as having gal stones. who knows. i'm going to have to get an ultrasound done in the near future to have it all checked out.

lately, i've been on some false high. i guess it's part adrenaline and part stress. i feel so alive and so numb at the same time. maybe i'm dying. :)

kevin and i decided to stop talking about photography and start doing it. we're starting with self-portraits. a set is due twice a week to each other (wednesdays and fridays). he was right though, you'll never do arts if you don't make time for arts. i finished mine this evening when i got home (around 11pm). i already have ideas for my Sunday shoot.

i also wrote two poems today while i was at work. there is a spark in my mind but i haven't the energy to breath. weirdness.

but now i'm tired. debating on wether to shower before bed...