gumbo is in the pot and fresh rice is cooking right now. mmmm. it smells delicious!i can't wait to eat!
i just spent all evening re-arranging the room. i don't believe in karma or fung shui or room energy..but i believe in change. :) it makes me feel good to re-arrange things every once in awhile. i feel so much better now.
i was floating in a sea of "nothing matters" earlier today. i conceptually still feel the same right now but it has been dulled. i just kept rationalizing with myself today. i thought that the benefits of me sleeping are beginning to outweigh the benefits of being concious. if this is true, wouldn't i be better off dead? dead means going to sleep and never having to deal with the snooze button, right? it would be a valid option, i think, if it weren't for other people who still like to live.
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