it's late. i'm still not done working on studio stuff..and to think this is only 1/4 of what i had planned to do tonight.. i got the topo model done.. working on the compositions right now.. my massing model is blah. i tried to do it on the computer..but nil.
john got LOTRs on his puter... he tried to play it on the dvd downstairs.. no luck.. not fast enough. cool though. the picture quality is excellent on the pc.
i had to make a compilation of songs for class tomorrow.. he wants us to bring music we think encompass what this music venue is about..

while searching for trace paper, i found my old totoro scroll that jeremy got me.
i hung it up next to my totoro doll.




no time.. no time.

i'm still reading 's novel during my bus rides. i'm at the point in the story where i'm wondering.. is dot dead?... and gosh i'm hungry for thai food.
;)

i prolly won't get to bed till 3am tonight.
i have to go turn in the keys to the apartment tomorrow.. and then I'll be rid of that hell hole..

oh yes.. i forgot to mention something that disturbed me today. i'm not sure if i should have been phased..but i was.
john came downstairs and asked me "are you going up to ft. worth for valentines or is jeremy coming down here?"
i was like "why?"
he was like "just wondering"
i was like "he'll probably come down here. WHY?"
he then said "well i'm going home to beaumont to visit charmaine and if you weren't going to be here, allen wants to stay here with his girlfriend for the weekend. his roomate is having his girlfriend down here too so their dorm room is going to be crowded..."

i was just shaking my head no no no no no.
i couldn't even believe that john would be okay with something like that.
allen even offered to put down a deposit.. (npi).
my best answer to him was "no, jeremy's coming down"..
but really that's not even the point! i mean.. come on! john barely knows this guy...
and the last comment i heard my brother say about him was "he can't talk to us right now, he's making a deposit in cindy's river"..

my parents have just about sacrificed their last hope for retirement by giving us this place... they've sweat, toiled, and poured their heart into this place. i just couldn't conceive of disrespecting this place by allowing a stranger to use it as a nookie coach.
no no no.
am i being anal?
for god sakes, this is my home!
there are limits..
aren't there?