you are not special

we had a clan match tonight. however, the opposing team didn't show up. so we ended up having a clan practice match on a public server.

aside from my geeky ness, i've been over-dosing on the nasal spray my mother told me to only use for three days. it's been more than three days. but i'm only spraying a little up my nose. a little won't hurt, right? i need to breathe. without the stuff, my nose just shuts down. it's depressing not being able to breathe.

sigh. so now i'm going to go take a shower and probably crawl into bed. i started watching fight club last night. i love that movie. some of the best lines come from that movie:

"You are not special. You are not a
beautiful or unique snowflake. You are
the same decaying organic matter as
everything else."
~Tyler~

hell yeah. and don't forget it.

but i did feel special today. my bosses daughter made me a cute little drawing over the weekend to thank me for all the baking stuff her dad has brought home from work. at least that's what i think the drawing was for. it had hearts and swirls in yellow and red on it. i never would have though some kids drawing would make my day, but it did.

damn. dog's barking. gotta go take it out for a piss and poo.
ah joy.

ta.