how do you become a happy person. are you born a happy person or are you raised as a happy person. what makes someone naturally pessimistic?
some mornings i can wake up and convince myself to look forward to the day. those times are rare. and even when i do, i feel like i had to coax myself. why is that? and even if i could be, would i want to be one of the happy people? have these people somehow fooled their mind's eye to see the world in a certain way?
but then again, i'm not saying that living life day to day on a super low is good either. but obviously it's not all bad considering i haven't off-ed myself yet. but just because i don't want to hang myself, doesn't mean that life is a ball.
i'm not depressed. i just don't always look forward to living each day.
Thursday, November 6, 2003
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