long time inbetween, long time till

my life has been consumed by school. i'm at the studio almost all times of the day. i've become driven and motivated and obsessed. i want to try and stop myself but i know it's all futile. my mind is in control. i have not time. i come home and stare aimlessly at the tv until i can't think anymore, go to bed, and then wake up and go to school. everything else seems to have been pushed to the side. will this stop? have i entered a new phase? is this temporary? ever since i have retured from christmas break, i have broken away from my previous lifestyles. i yearn much more for the extraordinary. i am not complacent.