why do they tell me these things, as if i cared. because you think i'm a great friend but i'm not. and you think i'm somebody worth hanging on to but i'm not. you just don't know what kind of a horrid person is inside..who is civil because she's afraid of being caught.. she's afraid everyone will find out just how dark and terrible she is..
i'm so paranoid. as if this is all a game to make me feel small and pointless. but i suppose that's what i get for thinking i could grow up being something more than a nobody..and no amount of hallmark b.s. will stop me from thinking otherwise.
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