my mind is the home of many terrible things. i had such a terrifying dream last night. i was with a group of people. i'm not sure what we were doing or what or objective was. i do know that some terrible people were after us. i remember feeling incredibly scared and petrified of being caught. my heart was pounding out of my chest and i can recall running and hiding in the house we were in. a few of the people i was with were caught. i was hiding in the attic and could see them from where i was. after they were caught, they were strapped, face up with their heads in some weird harness. then the bad guys released two viscous dog-like creatures who proceeded to eat out their faces. i woke up catching a scream in my throat. i was aware of the dream and that it was a dream but the feeling of it lingered after i woke.
i used to have similar dreams when i was in highschool and college. i would have them everyday. there was always some entity or group of people out to get me.
jeremy and john went out to H.E.B. to get groceries. we have a scrim at 8pm. i just spent the last two hours or so helping one of my team mates learn his mortar positions. boy was that fun. :P
i'm so tired though. i could definitely go for a nap right now. but they'll be back soon and we'll have to eat and get ready for the scrim.
although your life is your own, it is never quite your own.
best wishes to
.. i hope there is a way for you to get better soon.
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