by no mean has my absence from the net meant that i've found some amazing life outside of my computer. my energy has just been shifted from my home computer to my school computer. i'm starting to worry for myself. i've become obsessed with school...at least my studio work. i can even picture myself being this absorbed in an actual office. i go to school and i simply don't want to stop working. i guess i'm pretty goal oriented and when i feel challenged i always try to best myself.
i don't have weekends anymore. i don't have any free time. my wind-down time is from midnight to 3am where i sit in bed watching tv. jeremy says he never gets to see me anymore. i don't want to turn into one of those people who care more about work than friends and family. how the heck could i have kids when i don't even have time for myself. i'm not sure what is right or wrong. i don't know if career should be this important. i think it depends on how it effects you and the people around you. my cats are neglected by me. jeremy spends most days and nights alone. at what point do you say enough is enough..when your own will is pushing you elsewhere. hopefully this is a passing obsession...
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