these past two days have been very exhausting for me. I think I just have a lot going through my mind. I'm feeling very lethargic and somewhat depressed. I don't have the will to keep truckin' on in school..and be studious.. not right now anyhow. I'm being worn down I think by my own aspirations and fears. there's nothing worse than losing your self confidence... i stare around.. i look into the faces of everyone around me.. my peers.. my coligues.. they all seem so sure. I wonder what my own reflection looks like.

sigh. i'm off to do some paid work.. which i don't really have the will to do..

here are some pics of my kitties when i let them in my room under strict surveillance.