Thursday, May 31, 2001

on my way back from work, i stopped at walmart and picked me out some new glasses.
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i broke mine earlier this month by rolling on them. i went to the eye doctor
this weekend and got a prescription.. i don't usually wear glasses.
i only need them at night when i'm resting my eyes from contacts.

when i walked in..this lady immediately attacked me. she had me try on like 50 pairs
in 1 minute! i felt totally rushed. i hate it when the do that. i ended up picking the first pair she had me try on... she also made me get the new lighter, thinner lenses..
she insisted that even though my glasses are just for rare usage..i still want them
to look nice. hehehe. she tried to get me to buy the new glare free ones..but i resisted.

they should be ready in a week. she says they don't carry my prescription in the store because they're so high. they're not THAT high!

jeremy and i went to cheddars for dinner tonight. i found it to be very uneventful.
first, the queso the waiter brought out was powerdery and chunky. it grossed me out. my salad came out warm!...then my drink tasted like toilet water... don't ask me how i know what toilet water tastes like.. i don't know.
the only thing worth getting there is their famous cookie monster. it's sooo good.
however, i was so turned off by the food that i opted to just pass on the desert.

guess i better go to bed now. this is what happens when i take naps. i end up staying up waaaay to late. oh well.... at least it's a Friday!
Why is it that humans are incapable of understanding existence with full
totality? We limit ourselves to questions with answers. Why can we not
accept that perhaps there are no real questions..i suppose we all seek some
truth to whatever level that may be.

Do we possess the ability to accept our flaw:
that given the chance to exist, we still fail to understand
wait.. no, that's not right.
..given the that we exist, we reject existence as law..as the infinite infrastructure of "being".... yeah....that's better...but what do I know..i'm still questioning...
whew..we barely got the drawings done on time!
well, now that it's done, i gotta go find something productive
to do.

wish i could take a nap.

Wednesday, May 30, 2001

late as usual... i should be in bed right now.
oh well. i figured i better get some of my internet stuff out of the way now.
i have to go to work early tomorrow.. actually it's more like "SHOULD"...
i played Black and White tonight...it's pretty addicting. i wonder
how long it's allure will last.
...i'm just so tired..
i'm just about done with work. i ended up getting some fun stuff
at the end of the day. calvin and i have to do presentation boards
for a Risky's Barbeque interior redo. I just got done doing
the section/elevation of the bar. We have to render it tomorrow
by 2pm. I should try to get here early.
i'm tracing a site plan right now in autocad.
fun stuff. :)
lunch is in about 40 minutes.
i guess i'm to the point where i've stopped
resisting..and just fallen into drone mode.
at least i have my music and an occasional doodle here
and there on company memo pads. :)
jeremy and i went to the grocery store last night.
i got some blueberry bagels. pretty good.
it's kinda hard and soft. i hate the really hard kind
cuz it hurts my jaw to eat.
i'm ready for the day to end already. :)