i got my smoothie today from the dude so it tasted really great. when i got home, i fixed myself a deluxe dinner. hehe.. i tried to stay awake but i just got really sleepy and passed out for a few hours. i heard the phone ring at some point but i wasn't awake enough to answer it. i dreamt one of those really vivid dreams. it was one of those where i start out completely powerless and a prey of some sort..and then warp myself into invicibility and becoming the empowered. then, i wake up and i'm powerless again.
Monday, August 5, 2002
powerless
i got my smoothie today from the dude so it tasted really great. when i got home, i fixed myself a deluxe dinner. hehe.. i tried to stay awake but i just got really sleepy and passed out for a few hours. i heard the phone ring at some point but i wasn't awake enough to answer it. i dreamt one of those really vivid dreams. it was one of those where i start out completely powerless and a prey of some sort..and then warp myself into invicibility and becoming the empowered. then, i wake up and i'm powerless again.
solid distraction
oy. i just got my paid work done. woohooo. now i'm on to my school work. i have a detailed outline of a paper due tomorrow. i haven't even begun. i'm so un-interested.
i've been surfing the net as a solid distraction.
came across www.oculart.com
great stuff..tis my style
and she constantly dreams of a girl who rejects her and a boy who can never answer to abandonment... why. why. why. why. why.
i read a girl's lj today that disturbed me because it was so judgemental of other people's live journals...and yet i myself thought her live journal was hateful..thus also being judgemental... the lj cycle can run forever. it's a paradox you just don't want to step into.
i've been surfing the net as a solid distraction.
came across www.oculart.com
great stuff..tis my style
and she constantly dreams of a girl who rejects her and a boy who can never answer to abandonment... why. why. why. why. why.
i read a girl's lj today that disturbed me because it was so judgemental of other people's live journals...and yet i myself thought her live journal was hateful..thus also being judgemental... the lj cycle can run forever. it's a paradox you just don't want to step into.
Sunday, August 4, 2002
my tax free weekend
this weekend was pretty eventful. we went out to eat Friday night at Vinny's, my favorite Italian restaurant in Austin. we also rented two movies, hart's war and resident evil. resident evil was okay..entertaining but not all that stimulating. we didn't watch hart's war until the next night but i was pleasantly surprised by it. i was expecting another war movie but quickly discovered it was more a suspense drama.
i couldn't sleep Friday night. i've been having trouble sleeping lately. i think i'm just worried about a lot of things. anyhow, insomnia is like living in your own private hell. you basically have to lay still and pretend your brain is dead when it's racing with a million thoughts. the next morning, i wasn't tired for some odd reason. i guess i was excited about going to shopping.
we hit san marcos around 10 something. oddly enough, i only found one shirt i liked. jerms, on the other hand, racked up! he got a lot of great deals on some really nice outfits. i was pretty disappointed with the shopping spree.
we finished up around 4 and headed to san antonio to meet up with jerm's co-worker for dinner. it took us awhile to find parking but we finally found some garage that allowed all day parking for five bucks. we walked down to the river walk and headed to the river center mall. i did a little bit of shopping before we finally met up with the group.
we had to walk about 8 blocks to the mexican restaurant we were going to eat at but it was actually a pretty scenic trip.
the food was okay and the service was pretty poor in my opinion. a couple of people kept coming by asking us to buy stuff which was kind of annoying. it was def. a tourist venue. after we finished eating, we went back to the rivercenter mall and shopped a little more. this time, i acquired two more shirts (the previous shopping spree had yielded nothing).
we went home that night and watched hart's war. jerms fell alseep towards the end of the movie. heh. i was still wide awake so i stuck in sleepless in Seattle and watched that until i was tired enough to close my eyes.
nothing much happened today. i watched the anna nicole show. i was not impressed at all but i couldn't stop watching it. it's kind of like watching a slow train wreck. i think that woman is doped up. i have a lot to do tonight (due to procrastination)...
eh. another weekend bites the dust.
i couldn't sleep Friday night. i've been having trouble sleeping lately. i think i'm just worried about a lot of things. anyhow, insomnia is like living in your own private hell. you basically have to lay still and pretend your brain is dead when it's racing with a million thoughts. the next morning, i wasn't tired for some odd reason. i guess i was excited about going to shopping.
we hit san marcos around 10 something. oddly enough, i only found one shirt i liked. jerms, on the other hand, racked up! he got a lot of great deals on some really nice outfits. i was pretty disappointed with the shopping spree.
we finished up around 4 and headed to san antonio to meet up with jerm's co-worker for dinner. it took us awhile to find parking but we finally found some garage that allowed all day parking for five bucks. we walked down to the river walk and headed to the river center mall. i did a little bit of shopping before we finally met up with the group.
we had to walk about 8 blocks to the mexican restaurant we were going to eat at but it was actually a pretty scenic trip.
the food was okay and the service was pretty poor in my opinion. a couple of people kept coming by asking us to buy stuff which was kind of annoying. it was def. a tourist venue. after we finished eating, we went back to the rivercenter mall and shopped a little more. this time, i acquired two more shirts (the previous shopping spree had yielded nothing).
we went home that night and watched hart's war. jerms fell alseep towards the end of the movie. heh. i was still wide awake so i stuck in sleepless in Seattle and watched that until i was tired enough to close my eyes.
nothing much happened today. i watched the anna nicole show. i was not impressed at all but i couldn't stop watching it. it's kind of like watching a slow train wreck. i think that woman is doped up. i have a lot to do tonight (due to procrastination)...
eh. another weekend bites the dust.
Thursday, August 1, 2002
waiting for the weekend
another night i'm sitting up thinking about nothing and everything. i might actually have a fairly exciting weekend planned. jerms and i talked about going to san marcos for tax free weekend. san marcos has a huge outlet center. it's also only 45 minutes away from san antonio. if we have time, we might drop by san antonio. hehe. that should be fun.
do people outside of texas have to study about the alamo? i wonder what people learn about their state if they live in montana or something. i can't image their state history class being all that fun.
freshly shaved legs feel so weird. i can't stop touching myself. hahaha.
do people outside of texas have to study about the alamo? i wonder what people learn about their state if they live in montana or something. i can't image their state history class being all that fun.
freshly shaved legs feel so weird. i can't stop touching myself. hahaha.
oh my god
this is an excerpt from their guest book
From Martin Harrity Date: Sat, 27 Jan 2001
I have been trying your techniques with limited success. Tell me would the removal of internal organs from the kitty before it is placed in the container make it any more maliable? Also my first two attempts went badly wrong. I attempted to reshape the kittys' joints to the desired angle by breaking the bones and resetting them. Unfortunately infection set in and the both kittys had to be destroyed. This sure can be an expensive hobby especially if people are not as talented as you! That's the 3rd kitty I've had die on me (the other one puked up while in the container and drowned). Any tips would be most welcome!
Dear Martin,
While some spectacular results have been achieved with surgical alterations, in general we do not recommend them due to the complications that can arise and the corresponding low success rate, as you have discovered. Many of the shapes that you may be aiming for can be achieved with custom constriction instead of surgery. Please get in touch with us regarding your specific visions and we will see if we can help.
From Martin Harrity
I have been trying your techniques with limited success. Tell me would the removal of internal organs from the kitty before it is placed in the container make it any more maliable? Also my first two attempts went badly wrong. I attempted to reshape the kittys' joints to the desired angle by breaking the bones and resetting them. Unfortunately infection set in and the both kittys had to be destroyed. This sure can be an expensive hobby especially if people are not as talented as you! That's the 3rd kitty I've had die on me (the other one puked up while in the container and drowned). Any tips would be most welcome!
Dear Martin,
While some spectacular results have been achieved with surgical alterations, in general we do not recommend them due to the complications that can arise and the corresponding low success rate, as you have discovered. Many of the shapes that you may be aiming for can be achieved with custom constriction instead of surgery. Please get in touch with us regarding your specific visions and we will see if we can help.
what happened to the morning
whew. i was up till 5am last night creating a new layout for my site. i'm only 1/10 of the way there. frustrating. i really need to learn asp. urgh. and what the heck am i doing? i have so many other things i should be doing right now instead. tisk tisk. life goes on.
life goes on.
i had three consecutive nightmares last night. one invovled a swarm of baby spiders coming out of my right ear. the other one involved zombie/robbers. i don't remember what the middle one was...something about sea animals.
i'm out of things to eat in this house. this indicates a grocery spree will be necessary some time today. damn. that means i have to go out and face other people.
grocery list
wheat bread
tomatos
crackers
cookies
(2) low acid orange juice
apples (if they look decent)
oranges (if they look decent)
strawberries (they're in season!)
lettuce
life goes on.
i had three consecutive nightmares last night. one invovled a swarm of baby spiders coming out of my right ear. the other one involved zombie/robbers. i don't remember what the middle one was...something about sea animals.
i'm out of things to eat in this house. this indicates a grocery spree will be necessary some time today. damn. that means i have to go out and face other people.
grocery list
wheat bread
tomatos
crackers
cookies
(2) low acid orange juice
apples (if they look decent)
oranges (if they look decent)
strawberries (they're in season!)
lettuce
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