The Other Blog

So I finally imported this blog over from livejournal to blogger. I just like the look and feel of blogger better. I’m a google girl so it’s  a no brainer for me. The only reason I moved in the first place was because livejournal didn’t allow video embed a few years back when I was creating my podcast blog. Dumb move. They must have lost a ton of users because of it.

In a few months, I will probably eradicate the account from existence and then be exclusive to blogger. Anyhow, the reason I’m even revamping this blog even though I have a few other ones that are more public is because this one isn’t public.

And I just really need to be able to post sometimes without the feel that anyone is reading this or that people will feel obligated to talk to me about what I posted.

For example, tonight, I’ve just had a really shitty night. I had this argument that made me realize how impatient most people are these days. On top of that, yesterday I had this conversation with an acquaintance that really pissed me off.

So many people around me seem unable to pull their heads out of their asses and learn to take care of themselves. These are grown men and women I’m talking about. There is new emerging culture of fucktard lazies who expect everything to be handed to them. Forget generation X, this is generation “gimme”. I find the whole thing disheartening. HOW are we as a country ever going to compete in the near future? It’s just so hard to watch opportunities go to waste because no one bothered to teach this new generation how to take care of themselves or to WANT to take care of themselves.

I have a friend who couldn’t afford rent last week who is now talking about buying some entertainment center this week. This whole thing makes you do a double take. There was a guy a year or so ago whom I offered to help get a job, temporarily stay with us until he found a place of his own or had to go back to school. He didn’t take it because he said he was too scared to move out of his home town. And now he’s flat out broke and working some minimum wage job. It’s like why don’t people understand that there is a time where you have to grow up. That the Peter Pan lifestyle is a myth. You are going to HAVE to do the shitty things in life or the unpleasant things in life to get by. This isn’t 15 second youtube video people. You can’t move onto the next video when you’re bored or things are sucky. You have to sit through the whole thing and deal with it!

UGH. Anyhow, today I just can’t deal with people. Today I want to be surrounded in black. God, sometimes I wish I could erase the things I know.