i woke up this morning thinking i was going to be all excited about going shopping. however, i woke up today feeling extremely lonely and depressed. i had a dream about an old friend. for some reason there are always explanations, skewed perceptions in my dreams. its as if i'm always looking for the answer to "why?" and my mind is trying to give me answers so it will be at rest finally.
anyhow, after jeremy left for work, i was totally alone with the kitties. john has already left to go home so the house is vacant to me. i don't know why, but i just felt totally alone. i wanted to scream out to the world that i was still alive.
i'm staring at a pile of gifts to wrap and a pile of clothes to wash and a bed that needs to be made. i still have a lot of shopping to do. i need a shopping partner..one that's willing to watch me get side tracked a lot. :)
sigh. i guess i better go start the day. prolly won't head out to go shopping till later.
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