there has been a change in my world, my entire existence... a slow creeping disdain for my flesh. a disgust for breathing. i am a spoiled slothful waste of a human being.
i just don't know what to do with myself anymore. is there anything worth doing?
i'm not sure what it means to be happy anymore. i'm not sure what it means to be human anymore.
i find myself wanting to wrap my cold fingers around my skull... i want to push the thinking out. i want to forget that existence is as trivial as it is. rid me of my useless daily rituals.
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