i'm am a consumer junky.
i love to consume everything.
i wonder how this sort of conditioning begins.
consumerism=happiness=success
what a messed up mind.

i started calculating my finances.
if jerms and i only spend 2000 dollars a month for the next ten years, without
our current salaries, we could be halfway to the million dollar mark. that's with both
of us working of course. somehow, that just won't happen. i know it. there's always that
MISC catagory of spending..the black hole of consuming that just appear out of nowhere and
sucks up your "savings"... i really don't know where all of that money goes. i guess i do have
some vague idea. i go out to eat here and there, i buy knick knacks that i don't need, i buy
presents, groceries, and other goodies. i'm sure the contribute to the black hole somehow.

today, we are going shopping. :)

hahahahahaha..and the cyle never ends