it comes and goes.
there are moments that living is enough.
you ever think its just them or is it always you?
are you the one out or they all out.
how can so many people be so dillusional. it just doesn't fit.
it's so hard fighting against the flow of social thought.
either you're in or you're out..but it's not that simple.
there's much more to life and that's what I love about it.
that it is okay if everything isn't good. that you can actually appreciate the greyness
of it all. that you can smile, be happy, and cynical all at the same time.

but i'm losing it. must get it together. must find some direction.
wish i had a personal project or something.. some kind of conviction...that isn't just
about my perceptions... or even more extreme... to exploit them as much as possible.
ever think about writing a manifesto? as if i could ever be so sure of anything...