another wasted morning.
i did my research on nothing. i do that often. i research the vast sea of mutimedia seeing..looking for something, i know not what.
maybe an answer to a question i have yet to fully define. i read a girls journal last night...actually i have no idea what sex the lj user was.. i like that too...androgenous.
its about humanity, its about a body of thought and not about the sexes... she or he was truly enlightening...a unique..

ugh.
i passed by a hooters the other day thinking.. would i ever go into one? i keep thinking that it is the right of ourselves to exploit ourselves. but damn. women shall never ever be equal to man in power if she gains power through her sexuality. the kind of power achieved through superficial means is temporary and lacks a certain concrete structure in this society. i don't want to be one of those self righteous bitches but i am very distressed to see other women giving in the easy way.. for everytime it happens, it hinders my path to power. women have come so far, it sucks that we would give in so soon. videos especially piss me off. and society just kinda blows it off "boys will be boys".. and of course they can, they're in control. women are like toys, a lesser sort of human. i know that equality is a myth but sometimes i think we damn ourselves further than we have to...