sometimes i feel completely alone. I'm not even talking about friendships. I just feel like i've always been standing outside of the world around me.. like i never belonged to this life. it's an odd thing to not feel you belong to some part of the human race...
I feel human in every sense of the word, but i don't feel like this world is mine. Everything that I am is barren compared to everything else. The world is so fascinating, so busy, so everywhere.. and i'm just a little tick on its side. When time has passed, we're all just flicker of a memory that eventually will be forgotten. Everything I am is here and in this short spance of time that humans have to exist. What difference does a smile mean yesterday when you're frowning today? How relevant is memory or progress? I've always doted on evolution like it was this fundamental key to humanity. The aim is nil though isn't it? Evolution is just this earth's grandfather clock... it's marking the time away. Progression is a dream. We're simply living. That's it. You can call toilets, electricity, or going to the moon grand achievments..but birds have touched the sky long before we ever existed... and humans will never know the simplicity of living.. just living.