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Friday:
jeremy came home early..around 4pm. we took a nap...didn't mean to..but just got too sleepy..and the bed was so comfortable. it was 8 something by the time we woke up again. Jeremy cooked sphagetti and we had grapes for desert. We watched Forrest Gump. It's been a long time since i've seen that movie. We have to wake up early tomorrow to help one of jeremy's co-workers move. I think we get a free lunch out of it so that'll be nice. I still need to get some shopping done. I'm feeling very anxious. I don't know why. I don't know how to explain it. I'm thinking of all the things I have to get done before this xmas break is over. I'm supposed to take two history exams in order to clep out of the class. I also need to work on studio stuff to show that i'm still progressing for the next portfolio review.. and i need to get lots of paid work done.. I don't know why I worry so much. I wonder if I have a general anxiety disorder. I'm always fretting over my life..while if I were someone else looking in.. i'd prolly wonder "what the hell does she have to worry about?"... guess i'll just go to sleep for now. that's my drug.
sleep.. forget.. wake up..and worry more in the morning.

night.