Thursday, December 27, 2001

The fiber optic tress jerms and i had in our apartment.

ho ho ho.
The loot:
Video Card Radeon 8500
Photo Ferris Wheel
Pooh Socks
Socks with Toes
10th Kingdom DVD
Notting Hill DVD
Moulin Rouge DVD
Scarf, Hat with Bobbles, and Mitten/Gloves
Christmas Stuffed Eeyore Doll
Bowling Ball
Tool Box Kit for Arch Supplies
Hand Bag
Reading Light
Picture Frame/Key/Coat Rack

I think that's about it.
I'll try to get my entire xmas pics up soon.
Here's the bobble hat my brother gave me

Wednesday, December 26, 2001

Blasted! Blasted! Blasted! Blasted!
I just got done working on my paid work. I worked all morning on it. I was going to save some stuff and it said I didn't have enough room on my c: drive.
I started shifting stuff around (dumb move). I ran into a share violation error. To make a long story short, I lost all the work I had worked on... I have to start over now.
I'm so bummed. I begged Jeremy to recover it for me but I had deleted it from my recylce bin in order to clear space... No hope after that.
I could just jump out the window now.. but i'd prolly survive... it's only two stories down.
Now i have to start over.
BASTAGES!

Sunday, December 23, 2001

it's 1:58am.
i'm at home.
it's been non stop busy since we've gotten here on friday night.
i've been doing last minute shopping and gift distribution since saturday morning.
i think about 24 hours of my life has been spent on wrapping presents this year.
all i want for xmas next year is to not have to wrap gifts.
it's been really nice visiting with family though. christmas is only 1 day away.

we went bowling today for two hours.
i beat my brother and jeremy.
my dad beat all of us.. of course.

it's amazing. on saturday, i went to four stores and shopped for gifts in less
than an hour and a half. it takes me an hour to buy one item from the grocery store
in Austin. being in bmt is so surreal. it's like a city built just for me.. i think that's how all
beamonters feel.

i haven't had time to do much work..or studying. it's stressing me out.. a few other personal
things have been stressing me too..but i figure.. i'm young..i should be able to handle it all.
at least until i crack.

i think i'm going to go to bed now...tired as crap.

oh yeah.. i forgot. we have this cat my parents adopted living in our garage.
it's actually the neighbor's cat..but i personally don't think they diserve to
have it. They have never put a collar on the cat...and they have never bothered to
get the cat spayed. We think she might be pregnant... poor kitty.
I need to take a picture of it. It sleeps in this gigantic bowl thingy
in our garage..my mom put towels in it.. i think it likes our garage cuz
it's so cold outside.

I need to hook up my computer tomorrow to do work. I'm using my brother's computer right now.
it's 1:58am.
i'm at home.
it's been non stop busy since we've gotten here on friday night.
i've been doing last minute shopping and gift distribution since saturday morning.
i think about 24 hours of my life has been spent on wrapping presents this year.
all i want for xmas next year is to not have to wrap gifts.
it's been really nice visiting with family though. christmas is only 1 day away.

we went bowling today for two hours.
i beat my brother and jeremy.
my dad beat all of us.. of course.

it's amazing. on saturday, i went to four stores and shopped for gifts in less
than an hour and a half. it takes me an hour to buy one item from the grocery store
in Austin. being in bmt is so surreal. it's like a city built just for me.. i think that's how all
beamonters feel.

i haven't had time to do much work..or studying. it's stressing me out.. a few other personal
things have been stressing me too..but i figure.. i'm young..i should be able to handle it all.
at least until i crack.

i think i'm going to go to bed now...tired as crap.

oh yeah.. i forgot. we have this cat my parents adopted living in our garage.
it's actually the neighbor's cat..but i personally don't think they diserve to
have it. They have never put a collar on the cat...and they have never bothered to
get the cat spayed. We think she might be pregnant... poor kitty.
I need to take a picture of it. It sleeps in this gigantic bowl thingy
in our garage..my mom put towels in it.. i think it likes our garage cuz
it's so cold outside.

I need to hook up my computer tomorrow to do work. I'm using my brother's computer right now.

Friday, December 21, 2001

good morning.
i have lots of stuff to do today. I need to finish packing up my stuff.
i have to go fill the car up with gas. I have to finish up my paid work.

i don't know what type of city most people live in, but i've lived in 5 different ones.
my hometown city is probably the least stressful out of all of them. It's had a constant population of about 100,000 for the past 20 years...but the city keeps growing...developers are popping up everywhere...it's weird.. There's lots of money there.. hmmm..perhaps from the huge ass oil industry.
It's kinda like going through some sort of time shifting warp. If it normally takes me an hour to go grocery shopping in Austin or Ft. Worth, it only takes me 10 minutes to go shopping in Beaumont. I can do five or six errands three times a day and still have plenty of time.. However, I don't feel like it has enough culture for me. I just think it was a great place to grow up... I always love going back there.

my lips are chapped... dr. pepper chap stick to the rescue.

Thursday, December 20, 2001

I just got through wrapping the last of the gifts.
I still have more shopping to do this weekend.
Money..running low.. low..low..
Jeremy and I went to eat with some of his co-workers again. We went to
eat at On the border. I had two tacos... hmmm it cost me 10 dollars.. if had gone
to taco bell, it would have cost me 10 cents. hehe.
I just gathered all my receipts from purchases and tallied the total amount spent this
xmas. It's not too bad..but It'll be interesting to see how i can pull of paying for everything.
I'm about to go make some cupcakes. My cookies were a disaster..so hopefully this ready to bake
stuff will come easy.

Jeremy and I will prolly be heading home tomorrow after noon. we have a 6 hour drive.. :P
yuck. We might wait till saturday morning though. it all depends on how we feel after he gets off of work. we also have to
get packed up. I'm not sure how we're going to fit all of our stuff in the car. we might end up taking two cars just
to carry it all. I have a whole box of clothes I'm taking with me. :) Maybe I should just pick out a few outfits. :)
I'm wearing a bandana on my head. it's blue. I don't normally wear these things but I had one and wanted to see what it'd be like. is there a point to this bantering. no. i better go. i bet this post doesn't even send.

Tuesday, December 18, 2001

well... lj is being very bad this week.
i can't seem to post anything longer than a few sentences now. it work sometimes..and then it stops working. i normally would just post and forget it..but every time i try to post a real entry, it won't let me.. i guess it only likes complaints. heh.
i think it's reading me as a unpaid user account. i'm not sure.
i'm done their trouble shooting stuff but still no luck. oh well. i'll just keep an offline journal until i can get this worked out...

now.. let's see if can at least get this to post.
Previous posts:

Friday:
jeremy came home early..around 4pm. we took a nap...didn't mean to..but just got too sleepy..and the bed was so comfortable. it was 8 something by the time we woke up again. Jeremy cooked sphagetti and we had grapes for desert. We watched Forrest Gump. It's been a long time since i've seen that movie. We have to wake up early tomorrow to help one of jeremy's co-workers move. I think we get a free lunch out of it so that'll be nice. I still need to get some shopping done. I'm feeling very anxious. I don't know why. I don't know how to explain it. I'm thinking of all the things I have to get done before this xmas break is over. I'm supposed to take two history exams in order to clep out of the class. I also need to work on studio stuff to show that i'm still progressing for the next portfolio review.. and i need to get lots of paid work done.. I don't know why I worry so much. I wonder if I have a general anxiety disorder. I'm always fretting over my life..while if I were someone else looking in.. i'd prolly wonder "what the hell does she have to worry about?"... guess i'll just go to sleep for now. that's my drug.
sleep.. forget.. wake up..and worry more in the morning.

night.
hmmm.. can't seem to get lj to work..
seem to be able to get it to work through unpaid user type methods...
geez.. why am i paying for this again?
okay okay.. here.. lemme try to post this.
test

Friday, December 14, 2001

well. i finally made it to ft. worth last night around 9pm.
we unpacked my car and then headed out to eat at Frijoles.
I used to love their salsa but i think they've changed it.
They have the best free soft serve ice cream there though. it's creamy white
just like dairy queens. the waiter was really nice too.. really cheesy and generic
just the way i like them.

we went grocery shopping afterwards. i bought some veggies and fruits...and some
hot chocolate. it's very cold up here. there were frosties on the grass when i woke up.

i might venture outside today while jeremy's at work. i have to finish up my shopping list. i'm half way there.
i also called my work today to see if i could get more stuff to do. they said they'd be sending me stuff.

gonna go eat lunch now. jeremy's home for an hour. hopefully he can get off work early today. maybe i'll have to hold off shopping till next week. we'll see how fast i can shop.

Thursday, December 13, 2001

okay.
here's a recap of my week.
i got squashed like a bug during my portfolio review.
i had some really mean jurors..they just hated my stuff from undergrad... they
thought it was way to flashy and not practical enough... they didn't really say things
to help me...but after talking with a few classmates I think I understand what direction I need to be taking.

yesterday, i had my final review for the studio project.
it went really well. i really needed that validation...since i haven't gotten
a single positive response from my prof this semester..
now i'm packing up and getting ready to go to ft. worth.
i have so much catching up to do.. i've been putting off my life during these past two
weeks in order to finish up my semester's work...
i'm so tired...but i need to finish packing up...ugh.

sleepy...so sleepy....

Monday, December 10, 2001

whew. i'm pooped.
i'm also kinda peeved.
last night i was talking to my studio mates telling them that we should pin up
our drawings for portfolio review before tomorrow. they told me there wouldn't be
enough wall space for all of our stuff. i took it that they wanted each of us to pin up seperately as we go then. i offered reasons why it wouldn't be a good idea but they kept bickering about not enough wall space.
so i come in this morning. they were right. there wasn't enough wall space...they took it all!
i was the only one who didn't have any wall space. so i had to haul in these partition walls and design myself a display space. hell, i think i should get credit for that. i looked so dorky hauling in those huge things.
it's done anyhow.
i'm gonna go grab a bite to eat before the review.

Sunday, December 9, 2001

it's 5am.
i'm just a pinch away from finishing up the work for my semester.
portfolio is done. i just need to print it out tomorrow at the lab.
should be fun. :)

anyhow. i'm off to bed...must wake up in time to go to lab and print
this out... jeremy has been sleeping on the captain's chair while i've been working. there's no mattress in this room since we moved it to the living room...better wake him up so we can go to bed.
allrighty good night!
sleep tight!


Saturday, December 8, 2001

today jeremy and i went christmas shopping. i cleared off most of my xmas list but still have quite a bit more to go. we braved the mall.. i thought getting there too more time than shopping there. we also went to best buy..whew.. that was something else.
jeremy cooked us some beef stew for dinner...then we watched tv..
i'm such a bum... i need to go to school tomorrow and finish up my studio project for good..then it should be smooth sailing until my review on wednesday. i might be going down to college station to see my friend graduate. we'll see.

need to mail out xmas cards soon.
i saw this really cute one at the store.
it had this cat with a mouse (with a santa clause hat on it) on top of its head.
the card inside read Meowy Kissmouse. hehehe
i thought the mouse looked gross though..so i opted to not to get that one.

gonna sip some hot chocolate now and put my portfolio review stuff together. it's this monday...
ikes.

Thursday, December 6, 2001

message for jeremy

i forgot my cell phone at home.
i'll prolly get home late tonight.
have a good night. sleep tight.
miss you.
i'm hungry. it's almost 1:30.
i was thinking about going to the Student Union and buying myself
a veggie or tuna fish sandwich.. i also thought about walking down to schlotzky's and
getting a pasta salad or sandwich.
which to chose..

i'll keep you posted...

p.s. i need caffeine. dr pepper is in order.

Tuesday, December 4, 2001

i'm down here in the computer lab.. again.
i'm on one of their new pentium 4 machines with suave black flatscreens
and keyboards. It's so much more enjoyable using civilized computers. I'm a little dissapointed in the mouse though since it's lacking in a middle scroller.

i'm down here plotting out a perspective i need to trace for my studio project.
i've been working since 5pm. It's almost 8.. I'm hoping to be out of here by 10 or 11pm. I still have to catch up on paid work. I might have to call one of my co-workers tomorrow and explain why I'm taking so long.

Oh well. Not much fun stuff going on here. I'm starting to build up ideas for my anual reunion/birthday/new year's eve party. It's basically my birthday party but it also doubles as a reunion for all my friends from highschool...and I have it on New Years Eve so we can pop firecrackers. I'm thinking about adding an xmas theme to it as well this year. I was thinking about doing the gift swapping thing. We'll see. I just need to make it through this week and then I can turn my attention to the funner things in life.
i got a bunch of work done yesterday night.
i had to run to the grocery store to find some gingerbread men for our presentation today. We wanted to pass out gingerbread men to metaphorically stand for our "human capital".. I couldn't find the gingerbread so I got keebler elves instead.. I got vanilla and chocolate ones to diversify as well. :) Plus, vanilla isn't exactly white.. it's cream so it can represent many races. :) okay okay.. it's cheesy..but it'll taste good.. no pun intended. hehe.

I have to try and get some paid work done now. I've been putting it off like a mofo.
Today's my last class day for two of my classes...then I can concentrate soley on my studio work...which is supposed to be "done" by friday. Our review isn't until next wednesday...

my monkey is taking a power nap.


I can't wait till this weekend. I'm going to start my xmas shopping. I already have quite a list. Let's see how well I can budget myself.

Monday, December 3, 2001

well i'm in our crappy computer lab. i'mtrying to printout some stuff i'm going to need for studio. i'm in a printing war with another chick though. she and i both want to print stuff out.. right now she's playing with the printer...she just keeps pushing buttons in hopes to get it to work right... i think she may actually be getting somewhere.
i just spent 30 minutes printing out our color slides for our group project presentation tomorrow. my printer ran out of ink yesterday so i opted to use the much slower but free printers in this lab.
i think i'm going to go home after this. i need to get some paid work done, finish up a journal and a paper... then i'll come back up to school and work all night.
how fun.
only a week and a half left of this mess.

Sunday, December 2, 2001

jeremy just left...
i'm a little depressed...just like i always get whenever he leaves on sunday.
we had a really good weekend though.
on friday we went to bahama breeze cuz we had coupons for two free appetizers.
we both shared a steak entree. i ate mine with asparagus.. werid huh?

on saturday we decided to go to his company anniversary party.
we drove up to ft. worth and got there around 3pm. we did some shopping
and then headed over to Game Works..where the party was being held. They had
a buffet and we were all given 30 dollar game cards. it took us forever to use up
both of the cards. A few of the cool games we played were The Jurrassic Park, Virtual Tekken, Indie 500 racing, Star Wars Pod Racing, and this really cool hot air balloon game. The hot air balloon game is this huge contraption that four people play in... everyone gets strapped to this chair and you use your remote control to boost yourself in the air..the object of the game is to get on top of the oponents balloon and pop it.
i almost one..got 2nd place. we also took silly sticker pics.



we stayed the night in ft. worth saturday since we didn't finish with Game Works till late.
when we got back to austin in the afternoon, jeremy napped while i worked on studio work. I'm coming down the home stretch. it's going to be a very stressful week.
i have a paper and presentation due tuesday. let's just take it two days at a time. hehehe.
around 7, i cooked up some stir fry veggies and an egg omlet.. we warmed up some frozen spicy pork my mom made me... added some rice and waaalaaa..a very good and not too bad for you meal!
later, we watched law and order and under cover while i worked on my puter.

now jeremy is gone...and i'm still working.
must use the work to keep me busy...so i don't have to keep thinking about how i'm alone in this apartment. my brother left to go to campus..what for? i have no idea.
kitties are here though. wish they could come into my room. it's okay.. in a few hours i'll be sleeping in the living room with them. i've decided to keep the living room my bedroom in case my real bedroom floods again. if it keeps raining, there's a good chance it will. :P

Friday, November 30, 2001

around 3:15pm, i snuck out of my studio and made my way home.
my teacher and i have conflicts on the type of media i use to design..so i just
have to excuse myself whenever i plan on using the C word. COMPUTER!
aaah.. on no!..the devil's toy.
i'm seriously going to puke if i here someone say that computers can't help you design. it's like they're saying that all design takes place on the drawing. hello? where's the mind here? the reason i got into architecture was for the thought process involved...about the critical theory involved.. not to make a drawing look pretty.
DEARY! you can make a drawing look all nice and puuuuuurrrrdy...but guess what? the real world doesn't look anything like that. RENDERED images are JUST THAT! Rendered Images! SIGH.

it's so frustrating sometimes...

anyhow, it took me awhile to get thru the traffic..and it was only 3:30!
when i got home i cleaned out the kitty litter, took out the trash, and cleaned up my bathroom. I got online and my monkey told me it was time to turn in my time sheets for work. I had turned them in this morning though..but it was cool that he reminded me.
I'm planning on getting rid of him soon though.
You see I downloaded this program called Bonzibuddy.. it's this monkey companion for your computer. He tells me jokes and trivia facts..and lets me know when things are due..etc.. However, he's also an info leecher. I think he's a market tool to figure out what sites I've been too and all other internet related things.... He's constantly asking me to set my start up page to his homepage...saying things like "it looks like some program has changed your default homepage from our homepage. i can change this back for you. would you like me to do this?"...etc..etc.. you know what i'm talking about...but i rather like having this monkey on the screen to sometimes talk to me.
just seeing him do odd things like juggle basketballs is kinda amusing sometimes.
to get rid of the purple moneky or not... i dunno.

okay, well i snoozed for an hour extra this morning but i think it was worth it. i woke up feeling a little more refreshed than normal. i don't feel sick either. yeah!
i just had a bowl of cereal for breakfast.
i might just grab a small snack for lunch because jeremy and i will prolly eat dinner somewhere unhealthy. :)

yesterday i had a group meeting with my urban and regional group project group. hehe. i said group 3 times. okay. well three of us had an hour to spare after class because the last girl in our group had class right after. we just sat there and talked about all sorts of things..and our project a little. i think we talked about food for a good 45 minutes. it made me so hungry. i really like my group..it's the first time i've been able to just chill out with people at this school. i'm kinda sorry that their in the "planning department" and i'm in the "architecture department".. i'm hoping i can find people in my field just like them soon. i don't know what it was... we all just clicked.. and that's rare for a classroom constructed group. I was laughing so hard my stomach hurt.. we were talking about people who like to live like slobs... i didn't tell them about my brother. :)
hehe.

anyhoo..since i woke up late i have to try and do some work really quick.

oh..here are some pics i took during thanksgiving.
we put up the xmas tree..and i also got an izone camera that
i had fun playing with.





Thursday, November 29, 2001

oh no. i think i'm getting sick again. i feel a headache coming on and i've got a sniffly nose. my teacher came to school sick wednesday. i wonder if it's related.
i really, really can't afford to get sick right now. i have too much riding on these next two weeks. achooooo!

i went grocery shopping today for fruits. I got an orange and some banannas. It's such a nice feeling walking around the store with holiday music playing.

gosh.. hopefully this is just an allergic reaction or something.

Wednesday, November 28, 2001

wohoo. i finished writing the intro for my group paper.
i'm heading to bed now. i'm going to wake up early tomorrow and work
on the presentation stuff.
fun fun.
night.
i got up around 8:10am today. I was shooting for 7:45. I'm training myself to get things done in the morning. I've figured out why I can't seem to stay up so late anymore. I used to be able to stay up till 4am and wake up around 10am back in undergrad...then I remembered I used to take naps during the day. I can't do that now.

i went to school around 11am and did some studio work. I picked up a turkey sandwich from the union store for lunch.

I'm home now.. just fed the cats, did the dishes, and checked my email. i'm about to go warm up some dinner. i'm going to have the leftover rice, veggies, and pork i have.
mmm.. hungry now.

i have to write a part of a paper tonight and also put together a presentation.
let's see how much i get done.

Tuesday, November 27, 2001

i'm tired. i got home and took care of cat litter stuff. i then went about trying to get my bedroom back in working order. the carpet people finally finished with it all and my room was a wreck. i put my computer back in my room. i still have a bunch of furniture i need to put back as well as my mattress. i think i'll just leave it in the living room for another night.

i cooked some veggies tonight. they turned out a little too salty cuz i put too much soy beans in them. it was still a good meal.

i'm going to try and do some work now. i'm really tired.
i'm sipping some hot chocolate now. mmm.. nice and warm.
i finally had to turn on the heater. two cold fronts have made their way here.
it's brrrrr-cold.

i was really lethargic and slow yesterday. i didn't want to do anything..so i didn't.
i'm feeling a little better today. i actually went grocery shopping for some veggies. it has come to my attention that i need to eat some vegetables..

they finally finished fixing the carpet from the flooding. yeah. i no longer have to sit on this floor typing. i haven't moved the computer back in yet cuz there's this order still lingering in the air. i think it's the smell of wet carpet..or that stuff they spray to prevent mildew and mold.

i'm about to head off to school now. bleh.

Saturday, November 24, 2001

turkey day has come and gone. the dinner was mmlicious.
jeremy got in around 5pm thanksgiving day. we had fried turkey, mashed potatoes, green beans, cranberry sauce, rolls, cornbread, and thai noodles with curry.
for desert we had pecan pie and fruit cocktail mixed in whip cream.
i forgot to take pictures. oh well.

yesterday, jeremy and i helped take the xmas decor down from the attic. we helped my mom put the lights on the tree because it takes so long. for some reason we like to put around 1000 lights up..meticulously wrapping each light around branch of the tree. i know it sounds crazy but it looks awesome. today we put up the ornaments.
i broke an ornament on accident.

i finally got to being productive today work wise. jeremy helped me write a paper i have due for Monday. i also got some sketching done. i have to do a lot more but at least i got something done.

i think we're going to wake up early tomorrow to go bowling with my dad.

Tuesday, November 20, 2001

good morning...or afternoon.

i got a wake up call from jeremy this morning. he had to drive an hour to finally get to a town that had a tower so he could call me on his cell. i'll be so happy after class today. i'm going home. i'll have to brave the mad traffic that's going to be on the roads tonight.
i'm kinda feeling tired right now. the wait of how much work i have looming in the air is really getting to me. i hope i can get something accomplished this weekend. i somehow doubt it though. i'm gonna try and do more studio work right now. i have a feeling john's going to be waking up soon to go to school.

oop. there goes his alarm clock.

Monday, November 19, 2001

sleepy. getting very sleepy. i still want to work on this but
my legs are getting way too cramped from sitting on the floor.
i sure hope they fix my carpet soon.

i'm doing a mixed building use design for an urban area of austin.
urgh. i'm just not in the mood to do my work.
i came home today and watched tv for the longest time.
i was watching the E Hollywood True Story of Princess Di...
i don't know why i watched it. i've seen the same old story like 20 times.
i needed to go into my brother's room to use my computer, but i had to wait.
he and his girlfriend were on the phone having this huge argument.
the long distance thing is starting to show. i sometimes feel really sorry for her because my brother isn't the most sympathetic guy.

oh well. i'm excited. tomorrow john and i are going back home for thanksgiving. we're gonna eat lots of turkey! gobble gobble. i'll also finally get to see jeremy on thursday. i haven't heard from or seen him since saturday morning. he went to go visit his family in louisiana and they don't have cell phone towers there. i'll see him turkey day for thanksgiving dinner. i can't wait.

okay. i'm gong to try and be a little more productive now. i doubt it will work. i get so de-motivated working on the floor. i have to shift my position every ten minutes cuz i keep losing feeling in my legs.

Sunday, November 18, 2001

sunday night. another weekend has pretty much slipped through my life. sometimes i don't understand how some days can just pass by without much notice and others..man.. it's almost unbearable.

today i actually got outside of my house.. by myself.
i had to go pick up kitty litter from petsmart. i also wanted to pick up the new
sims expansion pack from best buy. they had it on sale.
i always hate going to the pet store cuz they let people bring their pets inside.
i'm so terrified when people bring in their huge @ss dogs..and they try to come near you.. i just about die every time from a heart attack. luckily i only saw one big dog and it was leaving. there were lots of little dogs though. this kid was giving away free kittens outside of the store. :( i wanted to take one so bad. they were so cute. they looked just like little tiggers...and they had dessy's little whelp. i sure hope they go to good homes.
i keep thinking about getting another cat. i always see this little black cat while i'm driving home around the neighborhood. my heart always jumps cuz i somehow get to thinking it might be dessy. she may have gotten out somehow and was wondering around alone. then i realize it's just a little lost cat. it makes me sad to see stray cats because i always think they're gonna end up being put to sleep or runned over...or freeze to death or starve to death... so sad..

man.. i wish i coudl just go to sleep right now. i'm so tired.
i'll prolly do some work..then crash.

i think the kitties love this new room arrangement cuz of the flooding. i've been spending all my time in the living room with them. dessy just loves the attention..and i love giving it to her. i wish they could be with me always.
bleh.
thursday it rained really hard and we had 5 tornados that killed like 9 people.
a tornado hit our apartment complex while i was at school..there wasn't a lot of damage to the property..the trees were all cut in half, the mail boxes were thrown across the lawn, the siding of my apartment was stripped off, and some car port covers were torn off....

the worst of it though was that it rained so hard that my apartment flooded again.
this is the second time in less than six months. it's so annoying. it flooded in my bedroom and closet. it took them two days to do anything about it too. now my room is useslss. i had to drag my computer into my brother's room while the carpet is being dried and the padding replaced. it'll prolly take them till wednesday or tuesday to get everything back to normal.

i'm having to use my brother's bathroom as well. i spent all afternoon cleaning it up before i could use it. i've also stuck my mattress on top of the futon to sleep on.. i know this defeats the purpose of having a futon..but the mattress on the futon isn't thick enough. half of my room is now in the living room. it's a mess.
i'm on the floor of my brother's closet typing right now. it's the only way we can fit two computers in his room since it's so messy.
i'm not about to start cleaning up his room.. yet.
i'm impressed though.. all the clothes in my closet fit into my brother's small closet.. of course most of his clothes are on the floor anyway. :)

aye..can't believe it's already 3am!!! i need to go to sleep!!!

Thursday, November 15, 2001

web culture

i just read a post by that got me thinking about live journal.

all this, posting journals, is really about is me subjecting small inputs of my life to be subjectively reviewed.
it's odd when i post knowing a few people will probably read my journal. i used to post my thoughts on my website "thoughts" page... i was reading back on those and noticing how starkly different they are from my posts here. i had a lot more anger, cynicism, rants, emotion, and introspect... i talked about my hatred...i talked about
current events....i talked about changing my world or tearing it apart. now, all i talk about is my short dilly dallies in my life. am i doing this to validate my life.. i don't' know.
i'm kinda of a shy exhibitionist (oxymoron alert) and a voyeur at the same time. i love reading other people's going ons.... i like that window into a world of blank faces. i see people on a daily basis and interact with them..but what are they thinking.. i have no idea. Here, it is the opposite. The truth is we walk in a world of strangers whose identities we have based on assumptions. What little information we get, we take in order to relate on a human level. LJ is a paradox because it's an open type forum for personal postings. We read posts that piss us off or entertain us. We comment on these posts and know other people will probably comment on ours. By it being public it effects how we post..thus becoming less of a private journal but rather webs of subjected thoughts..

but isn't that the beauty of being social beings?...we're all really one massive web of cultures. you are the person you hate.
good morning.
i just wasted another 30 minutes of my life driving my brother to school.
wohoo. i don't feel like going to school today. it's wet, overcast, and rainy.
bleh. not going to be fun getting to class today. i only have one class too..and the
teacher isn't going to be there..cuz she's in mexico. man.. check out my academic principles. heh.

i worked late in the studio last night doing stupid drafting. every time i think about that class it pisses me off...but i've found a new way to combat it... i'm stemming off and doing my own work on the side. it's keeping me motivated... geee.. 16 years worth of education..and one man thinks he can strip that away..and invalidate it.
foo foo.

Wednesday, November 14, 2001

sigh.
i spent today at home playing catch up.
i got my work work done..and most of my studio drawings complete.
now i have to spend all night at school hand drafting because
it is the will of my professor.. woohoo.. i love authority..
they always know what they're talking about.
seniority means always right, right?
bleh.
bleh.
bleh.
i'm censoring myself.

what a fun night ahead of me.
i've packed some gatorade..
guess i should pack a sammich or something.
i haven't eaten dinner yet. i'm not really hungry.
no appetite. i've been feeling down all day.
no one really to talk to around here except myself...
and of course my computer.
whew.. i am pathetic.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001

i ate alone again tonight.
i had some leftover fish my mom sent up. i even made some eggs to go with it.
i watched some tv... downloaded some music. i'm working on my studio project
right now. i have a lot of stuff to do to try and please my prof. depressing.
oh well.

wish i had someone to go to marble's slab with me. i'm craving some icecream.
mmmm..
the alarm goes off. my eyes strain to open. i'm staring at the blur
around me thinking "god.. i hate my life"....
depression is seeking in. i reset my alarm for another ten minutes of sleep.
what if i just don't wake up.. .ever
you're an idiot. people would kill to have your life.
are you financially burdened?
no
are you starving? do you not have enough sustenance?
no
hmm.. are you dying? terminal illness?
no
THEN GET UP and stop feeling sorry for yourself!
moan..groan

i spent the rest of the morning trying to convince myself that my life isn't that bad..that i can take on whatever it is that's bother me... but i'm still lonely and stressed..and distressed and frustrated..and the futility is starting to kick in..
maybe i should go get some happy drugs...

Monday, November 12, 2001

i had a lousy day at school. my professor and i are having a falling out i think.
it's driving me crazy. all he ever does is sit there and question my
undergraduate degree. it's like he's pissed off that he has to teach me anything.
god i hate teachers who don't like to teach...especially the kind that teach only for hero worshiping. it makes me want to.. BAM..
ugh.

i'm pissed off.

on a lighter note..urrr. maybe not. i went bowling today at the student union.. by myself.
it was kinda depressing bowling alone..but i didn't do too bad. i never got adjusted to the lane well...never got a strike. my average was a 90 something..so at least it's increasing.. my fingers are a little sore now.

john and i just had a huge argument on the way home. i'm pretty bitter about it all..
don't feel like talking about it. this is far worse than sibling rivalry..this is about
a friendship down flushing itself down the toilet.... very upseting. i wish he would actually care more... but i guess that's too much to ask for.

Sunday, November 11, 2001

I really liked this post by

his post

I think it's a great example of how theory can only make sense in social endeavors or acts and within social and cultural context. Great post.
the kitties are back.
they spent the week with after i went to visit him last weekend.
i missed them so much. i think i'm going to start sleeping in the living room
so i can sleep with um. i might regret that. hehe...but jeremy bought me a wireless travel
alarm clock so i can set it up in the living room. cats can't chomp non-existent wires up. hehe. this weekend was nice. we rented two movies...legally blonde and swordfish.
they were okay. we went to eat at Chilli's on Friday to get their new special. It was okay but it was cheap. The service was fast. I liked that. :) I wasn't able to get Dr. Pepper though cuz of my UTI problem. :( I'm on anti-biotics.

On Saturday we went and got take out at this Thai resteraunt. We went back home and watched some football. Later that evening we went out with some old friends to this placed called Bahama Breeze. It was kind of a poshy caribean resteraunt. The wait was horrendous. We waited for an hour and thirty minutes. :(
We didn't complain though. They finally seated us around 9 something. We sat down and ordered but about 45 mintues later there was still no food. The waiter came back and told us that our food had gotten mixed up with another order and that our food had been given away. He said we'd get either a discount on our food or free desert. We all said we'd like the discount. 30 minutes passed by and still no food. He came back out and was like..urrr. I'm sorry.. it's going to be a few more minutes. He come back ten minutes later and says to Jeremy... "what did you order again?" Jeremy told him and the waiter was like "i'm sorry but we just gave away the least of that dish. you're going to have to re-order..and don't worry this meal is free." We were like "ok"...
They finally brought out three or our friends meals..but Jeremy and I were still meal-less. We got our meal 15 minutes later. hehehe.. The manager came out too. He said that we were good sports and that he'd make sure we got a discount on our food, some free desert, and some coupons for the next time we came. The waiter came out a few minutes later and said not to worry about what the manager said.. "the meal would be taken care of"... whew. well.. we left him a tip anyways.. i kinda felt sorry for the guy..although i'm not sure if it was his fault or not.

Sunday Jeremy, Adrian, and I went bowling. I'm always the loser when we go bowling. However the second game we played.. I WON! I got a turkey too!.. heh. which is prolly why i won. amazing.. my average is like 70 and I got a 155 that game! I plan on going bowling more often too. It's so great when practice starts to take it's tole.

For dinner, Jeremy made us some breakfast omlet which were really good..plus i had been craving them for awhile. We watched the Simpsons and Malcolm in the Middle and then he was headed back to Ft. Worth. :`(

I've been doing some theory reading ever since. One of our guest lecturers is making us do some crazy reading..plus we have to make comments over listerv type email.
oh boy.

Tomorrow I have to go to school early to meet with my urban and regional theory group. We have to start putting together our paper and presentation for the 4th of December.
aie. John's still not home.. He went home this weekend to visit his girlfriend. I haven't heard from him since... I doubt I'll hear from him till 2am.

Thursday, November 8, 2001

ack. my computer is making funny noises.
i'm tired. i've been working on my studio project. i spent most of the evening
doing work work. mmm..fun. i took a tv break around 7 though.. i watched friends and will and grace. i didn't like the friends episode.

is coming over tomorrow evening. we're gonna go to chilli's and get their new surf and sirloin they've got.. we might hook up with some old friends on saturday night.. i don't know. i need to play catch up this weekend as well. i don't want to fall behind too badly on my academics.
pooty.
I had a tough time waking up this morning..even after jeremy gave me a wake up call.
I'm kinda tired now..
I just got back from school. I only had one class today. After class I strolled over to the Student Union where they were giving Flu shots. I got mine..and it only took two minutes. I've always been really reluctant to get the flu shot cuz it bothered me to get infected with a strand of the flu.. .but with my recent onslaught of health problems this year.. I'm thinking I shouldn't chance it anymore. My arm's kinda sore now.

By MARYCLAIRE DALE
The Associated Press
11/6/01 1:22 AM


PHILADELPHIA (AP) -- In 1997, an 18-year-old high school football player in
Minersville and a 17-year-old friend were stopped by police after leaving a
party.

Police charged the boys with underage drinking and, after finding the
younger one with two condoms, took them to the station, where they were
lectured on the Bible and homosexuality.

The arresting officer, F. Scott Willinsky, allegedly asked if they were
"queer" and threatened to tell their families they were gay. Marcus Wayman,
the football player, told his friend he was going to kill himself.

A few hours later, he did just that.

On Monday, a lawsuit filed by Wayman's mother over her son's death went to
trial in federal court in Allentown. The lawsuit, which seeks unspecified
damages, charges that the town and three of its police officers violated
Wayman's right to privacy.

"This is the first case that we know of that, after a tragic result like
this, a family comes back and tries to hold a public entity accountable for
trying to out them," said Eric Ferrero, a spokesman for the Lesbian and Gay
Rights project of the American Civil Liberties Union, which represents
Wayman's mother.

In an important pretrial decision, a federal appeals court in Philadelphia
ruled last year that a person's constitutional right to privacy includes
protection of his or her sexual orientation.

"It is difficult to imagine a more private matter than one's sexuality and a
less likely probability that the government would have a legitimate interest
in (its) disclosure," the court wrote in its 2-1 ruling.

The court also said that threatening to disclose the information was
tantamount to doing so, "because the security of one's privacy has been
compromised by the threat."

Police approached Wayman's car at about midnight, as the teens sat in a lot
next to a beer distributorship.

Willinsky, the son of then-Police Chief Joseph Willinsky, and Officer Thomas
Hoban took them to the station on underage drinking charges. The 17-year-old
had been drinking at the party.

Scott Willinsky later testified that both boys conceded, under questioning,
that they had stopped to have sex. The 17-year-old disputes making the
statement. Willinsky told Wayman that if he didn't tell his grandfather he
was gay, Willinsky would do so, according to the lawsuit.

Later that morning, police dropped Wayman off at the home he shared with his
grandfather.

"At his home, Marcus Wayman, depressed and disconsolate over the threats and
accusations, and feeling that the defendant police officers would carry
through on their threats and thereby stigmatize him, ruin his reputation,
and anger the main authority figure in his family, secured a firearm in the
house and, sometime before 6 a.m., committed suicide," the lawsuit states.

The three officers named in the lawsuit, Joseph Willinsky, Scott Willinsky
and Thomas Hoban, do not have listed numbers and could not be reached for
comment before the start of the trial. Their lawyer, Robert Hanna Jr., did
not immediately return a call Monday.

According to Ferrero, many school officials, social workers and others feel
they have a duty to share the information with parents when they learn that
a teen-ager may be gay.

Willinsky made a similar argument in court.

"Willinsky offers that, as a small town police officer, his role has
parental overtones, thus, reducing the citizen's expectation of privacy. ...
We mention this only to note our disagreement with the concept that the
breadth of one's constitutional rights can somehow be diminished by
demographics," Circuit Judge Carol Los Mansmann wrote in the opinion.

Minersville, population 4,900, is in a rural area about 100 miles northwest
of Philadelphia.

For a gay teen, the disclosure of his or her sexual orientation can be
traumatic -- and even dangerous, Ferrero said.

"Coming out is one of the single most significant moments of their lives,
especially when they're still in high school and they are forcibly outed,"
Ferrero said. "It can be extraordinarily traumatic, especially if maybe the
family is not supportive."



Copyright 2001 Associated Press. All rights reserved.
This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.

Wednesday, November 7, 2001

dadgummit.. this is the second month in a row discover hasn't given me my bill.
they're trying to get me.. luckily i get notified via email when the due date is near.
oh well.. need to take care of that sometime soon.
i'm about to head to studio now. i'm gonna grab a salad before class..
mmm.. a salad.
cough cough... it's no wonder i don't have friends when i'm sick all the time.
i feel like that kid in the movies who has to watch his friends play outside
while he's cooped up in a room with a cold.

on the brighter side of life. i'm finally getting caught up with my work load..
still far from being on top of things again..but one day i'll reach it..
i was at studio till 1am today.. and then i spent all day and just this latter
half of my night doing work work. i'm tired.
gonna go to sleep now.

night night.

Monday, November 5, 2001

i spent most of today resting up.
i got a little bit of work work done.
i'm at the lab right now fighting with the machines..
hunks of junks.
damn..then it's to the studio to play major catch up.
yesterday night was miserable. i was just going home from studio around midnight and
i took one last pee pee. it stung like a mother and it made me feel like i had to go really really bad right after. it continued like this for the next 3 hours. i'd go to the restroom
and then bam.. i'd have to go again.. each time it was extremely painful.. about 3am..
i started to notice i was pissing blood. oooh.. how fun. i called my parents and
asked my mom if i should go to the hospital. she said yes cuz i have to take care of it right away. i made my brother get up and go with me since the hospital is in downtown austin. they made me do the regular song and dance and wait and wait and wait..
only to tell me " you have a bladder infection we're going to give you medicine".. aaah. i could have told them that when i had walked through the door. ..but alas..i was going to get the drugs i needed. i think i went to the bathroom 10 times while waiting . we went to walgreens and filled my prescription..and we bought me lots and lots of gatorade and cranberry juice cuz that's supposed to help the medicine get through my body. we stopped at mcdonald's on the way back home and got two big breakfast deluxes.. they said not to take the medicine on an empty stomach. i went to the bathroom two more times.. ate my breakfast..and took the medicine. i then proceeded to watch tv until the meds kicked in.. aaah..then slowly...but surely around 8am..i finally got to go to sleep.. and now i'm about to eat lunch and take more meds. my pee is turning orange now.. the doctor said the drugs would do that.. weirdo.. anyhow..i'm so happy the pain is over.. it wasn't life threatening..but it was ack!

Saturday, November 3, 2001

well we got in around 10pm. Jeremy had some home cooked sphagetti
waiting for us. it was very good. we watched star wars 1 and then
went to bed. hehe.. i just can't watch that episode 1 movie without
comments such as "what the hell was George thinking!"

today we're going to go eat at TU HAI..that chinese/vietnamese
resteraunt I used to eat at when i worked in ft. worth. mmm mmm..good cheap food.
we're prolly going to go see Monsters Inc. today as well. I'd like to get
some shopping and bowling in as well. weeee.. it's like a holiday.

Friday, November 2, 2001

i took some medicine today that cleared up my head..but it made
me sleepy as well. i'm kinda tired now. i had a sucky day in class.
my prof kinda pissed me off. oh well.

i'm gonna be heading off to ft. worth pretty soon. i'm just sitting out the traffic right
now. i already have my things packed.

Thursday, November 1, 2001

cough cough. hack hack.
i kept coughing and sneezing in class today. it was totally
embarrassing. then i did the same thing while i was working in my studio.
i just couldn't go home right away though because traffic is unbearable
until after 6pm.
i went and got some take out from this thai resteraunt. it was good.
it made me feel better too. i watched some tv..and am trying to rest up.
i'm afraid i'm getting worse again. bleh.
the perpetually sick chick.
:P
i was productive this morning! yeah!
i did a lot of paid work and got one part of it in. i'm going to try and finish up
the next assignment by tonight..or tomorrow morning.
john and i are prolly gonna go visit jeremy in ft. worth this weekend.

i guess i better go pay my bills now!!!
water bill, credit card, credit card, apartment rent.
:(

Wednesday, October 31, 2001

well we went down to cedar street. it's this courtyard between two bars downtown.
my professor owns a firm down there. we all carved our pumpkins.
it was great because none of them looked alike.
i kinda wish i had some friends. everyone was gonna go out tonight
and have fun. i spent my halloween at home...eating ravioli.
sigh.



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I did the ugly cat.
i had to run to the store today.
my studio is taking a halloween break today and going
downtown to 4th st to carve pumpkins. i had to go buy one.
there were slim pickings... i had to get this ugly one.
i went ahead and gutted it here. i also drew on it so i know
where to start carving. i'm doing a cat this time. i'll post picture
up later. i'm gonna go grab some breakfast now.. cereal..generic
fruit loops. i guess it's not breakfast time anymore. who cares.
you can eat breakfast whenever.
boogers. lj was down all yesterday.
i played catch up all day yeterday...it sucks
all the work you have piled up once you've been sick.
if could just bypass this coughing...

Happy Halloween!

Monday, October 29, 2001

ughish. i'm still sick. i thought i was getting over it all.
my coughing has gotten worse...and my fever is getting
to me..and my stomach is churning. blah.

on a lighter note, i have a cute cat story.
i was walking outside of my room yesterday..and i didn't see dessy.
she's usually right oustide my door. i found tigger on our
big yellow chair. i checked under it..another one of dessy's fav. resting
spots... but no dessy. finally i checked the kitchen and into the laundry room.
there on top of a pile of laundry in a basket was my cutie pie, desdemona.
heh.



aaaah!
i want! i want!

http://www.thinkgeek.com/stuff/gadgets/3288.shtml

80" projection!

consumerism.. who needs the devil.
good morning. i didn't want to get up at all. i should have gotten up around 7:40am.
I have lots of stuff to do today. oh well. i think i'll just wing it as usual.
eating some cereal now. mmm. i have a cut on my tongue though.. so it hurts
to swallow. geez. can't my mouth just be okay for once?

55 degrees F right now. Partly Cloudy but mostly Sunny today.
Highs in the 77 and lows in the 46

pretty nice day.

Sunday, October 28, 2001

pumpkin pooh

lunch today was seafood. we ate at joe's crab shack. i don't remember it being so expensive. geez. it was a wallet breaker...but i liked it.

jeremy and i bought a pumpkin from HEB on our way home. He gutted it and
I carved in a Winnie the Pooh face on the front..and a Honey Pot on the back.
It was fun and turned out pretty nicely. It's sitting outside by the front door.
Next time I might carve out an eeyore.


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gonna go eat some totino's pizza now.
just got up around noon. i forgot it's daylights savings time.. or the end of it.
we got an extra hour! yeah! i'm so happy about that. actually, in reality you don't gain an hour..but who cares.. it's just the idea that i like. :)

Saturday, October 27, 2001

we just got back from Wanfu. I had some warm wonton soup. it was good.
john didn't go with us cuz he's catching my cold. i'm just getting over my cold.
we didn't do much today. mostly just rested. my cats keep trying to get into my room at night and pawing underneath my door. they're also chewing up the cable running underneath my door from john's room. we share a cable connection. it's very annoying. jeremy and i just retaped the cables down (their in protective plastic tubing). i hope it stays this time. i'm so tired of getting up in the morning to shoo them away from the
wires. ugh. i wish my cats didn't love to destroy expensive wiring...otherwise they could come sleep with me at night. before i was going to go to grad school, jeremy and i were going to get a two bedroom apartment. one room would be for our computers that way the cats could come sleep with us. oh well. maybe in a few more years. i miss the nighly critter companionship.
jeremy got here yesterday around 11pm. i ate leftovers and he had a hot pocket.
john went out yesterday disregarding my request to have him stay at home. he said he was getting sick. i don't know what's wrong with that boy. i told him he needs to get plenty of sleep if he's not feeling well. oh well.
i think we're gonna go eat at Johnny Corrinos today. it's a pretty nice italian place.
i like the bread. :)

Friday, October 26, 2001

during studio my teacher wouldn't come near me cuz i kept hacking up a storm.
oh well. i wanted him to look at my sketches at least. i don't blame him for not wanting to get contaminated. i think my brother may be catching what i have. i'm just gonna rest up this weekend. i have a lot of school stuff i need to catch up on.. bleh.
gonna go lie down now.

could someone email me how you link extra things to your live journal so they pop
up when they click on (to view more click here).
my email is alachia9@yahoo.com.

thanks!!!
what a dissapointment. the nyquil didn't make me sleepy. it gave me a stuffed up nose. i couldn't breath out of my nose for hours. i tried to sleep standing up but that didn't work. i finally brought a chair in my room and sat in that for awhile. it was miserable. i think in the end i opted to sleep with my mouth open. anyhow, i do feel a little better this morning. my olsers are almost gone. yeah! i just have this horrible cough.
i'm eating some colorful cereal. i'm seriously thinking about skipping school again..but i can't. i have an advising appointment this afternoon. :( i'll just deal.


yuminy!

i got an email from live journal today saying it's octopus's birthday.
Hope you have a good birthday!

Thursday, October 25, 2001

oooh. the misery! i've been miserable all day. i had to stay at school till 7 to wait
for my brother to be done. i just sat in my studio very still trying not to move.
turns out i wasn't the only one who missed class on wednesday. a lot of people did.
a few were sick too. this one girl came in and gave me some vitamins. the zinc one was delicious...the vitamin c made my eyes do funny things. hehehe. i don't think i was supposed to chew that one.. oh well. anyhow, i just took some nyquil. i've been fantasizing about doing that all day long! here's the bonus.. i actually had some gel tablet left..so i didn't have to taste the syrup one...yucky! aaah.. can't wait for the drowsyness to hit me.

there's a movie being filmed on campus. a few people said they saw kevin spacey and got his autograph. kate winslet is supposed to be in the movie as well. It's called The Life of David Gale. It's supposed to be another academy award winning-friendly movie. I walked by some building today and there was this huge production crew outside with massive lights. I didn't see any stars.. oh well. not that important to me... just thought it was interesting.
well, i made the huge mistake of talking wal-tussin last night instead of nyquil.
i was up till 4am. What do they put in that stuff? speed? so here i am still sick without much sleep. it's not going to be a good day. i can't miss class today...important stuff for the test will be presented. I'm going to go straight home though. i'm taking nyquil tonight. i want to be knocked out..no more tossing and turning.. bleh.

i have to go read now. if i can.

Wednesday, October 24, 2001

i'm still sick. the lime light of the tv is glowing. i'm about to die.
i knew i should have gotten the flu shot when jeremy told me to...
ugh.

i'm so sick. ugh. i might have to take a breaky from school today and take
some sleepy medicines. last night i thought my head was gonna explode...
i hate being sick!

there's nothing worse than going to a class for a three hour lecture than going to a class for a three hour lecture in pain. I have a soar throat and two olsers in my mouth. The agony! Plus the room was so stuffy that my allergies were acting up. And there was also the added bonus of having a stinky guy sit next to me. MISERY DEFINED.

I've scheduled an advising session this Friday. Registration for the Spring semester is soon. I'm hoping to get credit for a class or two. I really want to get this schooling over with. Hopefully my outlook will change as I progress through my graduate studies. I'm rather annoyed at the repetition of education. The new material is what I'm interested in. It almost reminds me of my annoyance with public school. How we had to learn fractions three years in a row and had to study the same histories over and over again.

Today as I was walking to my studio, I saw a postman picking up mail from the bin. He was wearing blue latex gloves.

My body needs to be fixed. UGH

Tuesday, October 23, 2001

i had a pretty nice weekend. Jeremy and I headed out to San Antonio around 8:30. We got there by 9:30. That's not bad at all. I was thinking it would take much longer. We were the first of my class to get there. We took some snap shots while we were waiting.

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We met up with some friends on Saturday and went out to eat at this place called Shady Grove's. I had chicken fried steak. We ate outside where there was this big projector playing an old non talking film. It made me want to buy a projector. Too bad I don't have 3 grand sitting around. :)

The next day John, Jeremy, and I went bowling. I bought bowling shoes at Academy first because I was tired of renting shoes. I have to bowl 8 more trips now to make up for the money I spent. I'm sure I can handle that. It's getting more fun now that I'm learning how to bowl correctly. My average is still in the double digits. It's kinda embarrassing when I play with other people who get like 150 every time. :)

Oh we also went to go see IRON MONKEY. It was okay. I thought it would be better but it's just like all those kung fu movies. Lots of flying and fighting with a bit of humor here and there. I can't wait to see LOTR and Monsters Inc.

Jeremy had to leave early on Sunday to catch a flight to New York. He has business work to do there. I spent most of the day moping except for when I cleaned up the living room. It was getting frightful. Next up is my bedroom...then..dun dun dun..john's bathroom! hehehe.


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Thursday, October 18, 2001

test in about 2 hours.
i've been moping around all morning. i've been
exteremly meloncholy..and lacking the vitality needed to
really get into a good day.
i played with the cats for awhile...dessy is being a terror and
trying to chew up my cable wires. i really need to find a durable
toy for her to play with...
tigger's been good. he just lays on the yellow chair, the little sleppy head.

i just had two corndogs and some pink lemonade for lunch.

i think i'm going to do some review and maybe just chill out...
then it's off to school.

jeremy's coming down today. he took the day off from work tomorrow.
my class is going to san antonio for a walking tour. he's going to come
along. -sigh- a few more hours.

Wednesday, October 17, 2001

i finally finished my readings. i have a test tomorrow in my urban and regional theory class. fun fun fun. i'm so sleepy. as soon as i got home today i started cleaning up the apartment. it has gotten rather messy. i even went as far as picking up my brother's room.. i sware.. it's like a closet blew up or something.

i actually got him to put his dirty clothes in the wash today. i'll still have to do the unloading though. he's not THAT good yet.

i think i'm going to go lie down now.
i have paid work i need to start on..but not right now.

here's a pic of my desktop.
i've been downloading totoro desktop pics off the internet.
:)

i'm def. in my depressed mode now. i've been reflecting a lot.
things are going in slow motion. i'm not exactly upset about
anything in particular..simply just not happy. i'm finding
the day to day things that i do rather boring. i think it is
such an awful thing that we should spend 70% of our lives
being bored....

oh well. i still have some readings i need to finish up.
guess i better go do that.

today we all went down to the shop to get training on how
to use the shop equipment. it was really boring..
but i got a lot of inspiration to do furniture design. that
should be fun, right? i want to design a bed.

okay.. i'm dawdling..

later

Tuesday, October 16, 2001

we went home this past weekend to celebrate my mother's birthday.
john's room has been revamped totally. it used to look like a 18 year
olds room and now it looks like a 4 star hotel room. it was crazy.

we got back late sunday. i was so tired but i had to stay up all
night to right a paper and finish my project. both were due monday.
i only got like an hour of sleep. i was so damn tired...but i finished
everything and the project turned out well.

after i got home yesterday, i ate and passed out.
i woke up this morning..didn't know what or where i was.
heh. so now i'm refreshed and starting on some reading for today.
how fun. it's very pretty out today.

as i was going to class today i passed by the business school..and
they had police cars, ambulances, news crews, and (scary) hazardous waste material
rescue teams. hmmmmm..

pretty scary.

Thursday, October 11, 2001

so i'm at www.msn.com in studio.. trying to see if i can get
it to bring up msn messenger for me..
i see this link that says Pet of the Week.
I click on it.
It opens up this homepage with lots of text in the middle.
i look to the side where there are a bunch of pictures expecting
to see a bunch of cats or dogs. Instead there's this picture of this
exagerated body builder with a very exposed exagerated male member.
i was totally shocked to find this on msn.. crazy.
anyhow i wrote msn.com to tell them that their Pet of the Week link
is bogus.

i'm waiting on john right now. he's finishing up a computer program that's due
tonight. we're supposed to go a "coffee" tonight. it's basically a lecture
that this organization has..they bring in lots of different people. this guy
is like the former director of nasa..and a million other things.
i'm not sure if we'll go. i kinda wanna just go home and watch a movie.
we'll see.

i'm finally making progress on my project.
yeah.
done with classes for today.
i have to meet up with my brother in about 30 minutes.
we have to run to the city record office to get
his police report number from when he was in his car
accident. the insurance people are going to need it.
i'm not looking forward to it. supposedly, it takes them
an hour to process the request..and have to file the request
in person. what a crappy system. why don't they do these things electronically?

k.. gonna see what i can get done in studio..
budget my time.
as i was walking to class just awhile ago, i ran into a silent peace rally. there were people marching on the south mall with big banners. on the other end of the mall were people
holding up signs that said 'god bless the usa' and 'support our troops'. on the west mall, people were recruiting people to join their organizations. soccer, republican, arab association, sorrorities..

oh yeah.. on the east mall, there was this chinese organization asking people to help them
get their friends back from china.. i didn't really read what it was about.

gonna go secure a seat in my class now.
i just got done watching coldplay's new video "trouble"
i liked it a lot.

i just got done doing some paid work. i have a few more things to touch up on and i can send it back to the main office.

john and i are going home this weekened to celebrate my mother's birthday which was wednesday. i'm not looking forward to the long drive...

that's all i have to report now..except that i'm getting behind in my school work.

Wednesday, October 10, 2001

in studio class. don't know where my teacher went.
i'm kinda lethargic.
had some gatorade and hotfries for lunch.
nutritious.. :)
i'm working on my storage device.
it's coming out pretty boring.
damn, i wish i was a genius.

Tuesday, October 9, 2001

took my test today. i think i did fairly well.
she calls them Labs but they're really tests..
i think she just calls them that so we won't
freak out.
my theory class was very long. i think if the class
evoked more class discussion, it'd go a whole lot faster.
..but who are we little grad student peons compared to
an all knowing professor. :)

i just cleaned off my studio desk. i had a mile high pile of trace
paper on it. i also finally raised my desk so it's tilted..
it makes it easier to sketch.

i'm not really hungry right now...but i feel like eating..
don't know what though.. something light.
i really need to find a good salad place for dinner.

i called john, he told me he was studying and would call me back.
it might be hours before i hear back from him. heh.

guess it's back to the drawing board.. literally.
okay, i just spent two hours at bdoy shops getting my brother's car
estimated. we finally settled on a place that didn't mention anything
about hidden damages and extra fees. the first two we went to were
totally harping on the idea that the price of the estimate will go up
and that no matter what the price change, we have to pay it... can't cancel
the job.. whatever.

anyhow, i'm here in my studio doing some last minute studying. I'm about to go get
myself a ceasar salad from the union.

(shapow) and the world keeps turning.

Monday, October 8, 2001

had a bad day in studio...
prof blew me off..it was a very dissapointing moment...because
i thought that i had finally found a place that this wouldn't happen.
i mean.. as you get older, your time is a precious commodity..
and to have it wasted... wow.. it's very frustrating.

i was going to stay at school and study today but after that whole episode,
i opted to go straight home. John was glad to hear that.
I've been reading ever since.. reading and reading..
some of the readings are crazy.. talking about defining beauty and
fuctions. it's amazing what egos some architects have..especially those that
don't practice..but just spend years and years writing about how things
should be done. poooo-ttay!

sometimes i just want to quit and go back to the working force.
.... the things people will do for ?ambition????

sigh.. back to reading..
i think i'm about to crash.

Sunday, October 7, 2001

email clip:

what a bumminin week.
my prof wasn't at studio for two out of the three days that
we meet.. and we all still had to go to class.
he gave us this bogus assignment that required group
effort.. what a mistake. we all just argued for 5 hours
straight each day. bum bum bum.

before jeremy left this weekend, we all went out with
his gang of friends to celebrate alok's birthday.
we went to applebees. john and i split a hershey cake..
it was good!! but now i feel like i need to run 3 miles.
hehehe.

john's supposed to bring his car to a shop this week.
dad offered to get him a new crv if he traded it in..but
john wouldn't go for that.. so he has to go get it fixed.
he's just so lazy. he like to blink and have things just
work themselves out..
just the other day he got a package in the mail that needed
to be returned within 5 days of dilevery. he was late cuz he didn't
check the mail regularly last week. he expected me to do that!!
i was like, if you knew something important was coming in the mail, you should have
checked the mail yourself...

i was going to watch the Emmy's tonight but they postponed it again...since
we have started the attacks on afghanistan..

oh well.. i just like to see what people will wear. hehehe.

hope classes are going better for you than they are for me!
:)
i lose all my weekends to jeremy..but it's worth it.

did john tell you, my parents got the condo. we'll be moving in
late january after they fix it up....after WE fix it up during break.
that'll be fun! we're gonna get new carpet and new tiles.. new bathroom tubs
etc.. my mom wants me to find a good plumber.. like i know where one is!

gonna go play with my kitties now and then do some work before i crash..
i really need to start disciplining myself better. i have a whole lot of reading to catch up on!!

Thursday, October 4, 2001

it's been a busy week. i had some major stuff due on tuesday.
i've been engulfed in studio and paid work stuff.
I'm staying at the studio tonight to catch up on some reading.
i have a test in my urban and regional theory class on tuesday.
she calls them labs but they're really tests.

my class has been doing this group project as an exercise
while the professor has been gone. He had to be out of town
for two class days. what is amazing is that everyone has shown up to class
and participated..for the entire meeting time. I find that to be the
largest difference between undergrad and graduate studies. There's no
aloofness in the graduate program.. either you're hardcore or you're out.
etc..etc...
of course that means you have about 12 egos butting heads during class.
..heh. as fun as that was.

just got back from schlotzsky's.. john and i shared a large original.
it was good.

now.. back to reading.
YAWN

Tuesday, October 2, 2001

something odd about the room in this yellowish light.
where is the neon glow? where is the warmth of the tv glow?
twinkle twinkle.. pc bright... how i wish i had some sprite.
:)

is this edgamication stuff done yet.
hehehehe.

Monday, October 1, 2001

tired. i'm in studio class.
john and i were running late to school today.
i got a phone call from one of my co-workers right
as we were leaving. i had to discuss some work so
it ran us a little late. my professor ran out of the class.
don't know where he went. gonna go sit at my desk
some more. i went out and bought a new exacto
with the easy gel grip..and some more exacto blades.
now i need a model to make. hehehe.
got some gatorade and skittles i'm snacking on..
i'm ready to go home. i need a nap.

Sunday, September 30, 2001

i'm at studio right now.
i'm working on defining my storage problem.
jeremy brought up the d&d figurines this weekend.
i hope i can come up with a clever solution. who knows.
i had a pbj sammy and some chips for dinner.

jeremy, john, and i spent two hours today trying to fix
the kitty litter. i have one of those automatic scoopy ones.
littermaid. it started making some really horrible sounds two weeks ago.
we were trying to figure out what the problem was.
word to the wise. DO not ever try to take apart your littermaid!
we broke it. the springs are very hard to keep in..so everytime we tried to close
the motor part, the springs kept flying out.. we eventually lost one of
the springs.

ahh.. nothing like playing in kitty poopy on a sunday evening.
i had to shower before i came up..
i felt nasty.
cats would be perfect if they didn't have to poop.

anyhow, i better get back to working.
i still have so much to do.

Friday, September 28, 2001

morning. actually it's more like late morning. you couldn't even
go get a McMuffin or hashbrown now. I'm bummin'..
I have to head off to school in about 30 minutes. We have studio
today. We're supposed to do our re-presentations. I already know what
he's going to say. "sir, i already know what you're going to say so you can just move on to the next one". hehe.
we have to discuss our new projects though. we needed to have picked a problem of storage.. it's a really difficult project because we must first define the parameters of the
storage problem before ever envisioning a solution. that is very difficult.

Thursday, September 27, 2001

public transportation is awesome.
today after class i went back to my studio to meet
my partner. we needed to print out labels for our re-presentation
drawings. we tried just regular transparencies but
when we tried to glue them on you could see the glue behind.
one guy in our class suggested we go to kinkos and print
the titles out on sticky back transparencies.

we started our journey by going to the student union photo center.
they didn't have it. we then walked down the drag to
the longhorn copy place and they didn't have it either.
we didn't really want to walk all the way down to kinkos. it
was about a mile and a half away.

we saw the campus loop bus (Forty Acres) stop. we ran toward the bus
and got in. it dropped us off right across the street from kinkos.
kick butt. when we got into kinkos, they were like we don't have sticky back transparencies. WHAT!? liars. the guy in our studio said that's where he got his done at. so we went outside. suddenly we saw the second Forty Acres bus coming down the street. We raced to the bus stop again and caught a ride back to our studio.
It was awesome.. pointless and futile but awesome. :)

we ended up using the transparencies we had. i had some adhesive spray i used to create our own sticky back. now that's done.

i spent most of tonight re-arranging my room. i have my office set up now.
i love working from home (as opposed to an office).

jeremy's coming early tomorrow. i'm excited.
he might meet me at school before i get out of class.
what a useless book. it was so remedial.
i think that the reader is much more detailed
and complex. I hate textbook reading material.
it's written so basic and with no interests in
the subject. sigh.
luckily i was able to return it with a full refund.
my other school wouldn't let me do that.
hope i do well.
what a morning trip. first of all i did NOT want
to get up for school! john and i were late hending out
the door. I dropped him off about ten minutes late
to class outside one of the major dorms. I then made my
way around to the parking lots and started circling
with the rest of the auto-vultures. I could NOT find a spot! Usually I never have this much trouble. I'm not sure what was up with today. I think it was the time I came up.
If a class is ending, I never have trouble. An HOUR later, I found a spot. Just as I was parking, I saw the campus bus come by. I ran out of my car and ran to the bus stop just
as the vehicle was coming to a stop. I hopped in but there was nowhere to sit. The next thing I know I'm flying two feet in front of me. The driver didn't even bother to wait for any of us to find something to hold onto. I slammed into some chick and a guy. heh.
How embarrassing. When we pulled up to the first stop, I noticed the campus loop bus
sitting in front of us. I transferred quickly and then we were off to my building.
As soon as I got off this bus I waited with a heard of students at the cross light. I crossed and headed into the campus book store. This "overachiever" in my urban theory class told the whole class how she "extremely recommended" the recommended reading to us. Ack..
there goes another 50 bucks down the drain. So now I have this supplemental text book I'm about to read. Wow. It's already 11:15am. Almost time to get some grub.

Wednesday, September 26, 2001

I finallly uploaded the pictures of the wall.
They tore it down already.



(click here to see the rest)

Tuesday, September 25, 2001

oy. i'm still at the studio.
john isn't finshed with his computer program.
it's so late. i finished as much as i could on the representation.
i'm totally burnt out now.
what is tomorrow? oh.. it is today.

hey. enterprise is having its season premeire tonight.
i better tape it cuz i prolly won't get back home till late again.

i wanna go home.
bed.. callin me..
today's lecture was a bore.
it pissed me off actually. i felt like i was cheated from
a good educational class.
i'm at the studio right now working on my re-presentation of
the last project. i'm so done with this.

i just got back from eating with john. we had dinner at chipotle's..
on the drag. it was getting dark as we were leaving. he told me he was going
to go to La Fun (an arcade two stores over) before studying again.
i told him i didn't want him to be out on the drag this late by himself.
he said.. point taken..but he was still going. i started to come along and then
he totally jumped on me saying he didn't need his sister looking after him all the time.
..like being in college and 18 makes you immune to muggings.. whatever.

dork.
tired.
yesterday i had quite a scare in class.
my studio was starting and one of the guys in my class was like "have
you finished your paper in theory class yet?" I was like "nope, i'm going to do it tonight."
he was like "dude, it's due by 5pm today!" I scrambled like mad.. hehe.
I went to the lab and pumped out my paper in like forty minutes and didn't miss anything
from my studio. the frustrating part was trying to get the dang thing to print.
print print you stupid slow machine.

during studio, my teacher gave us our new project. it's a pretty broad
scope. "store something" You have to design something you can store something in..and it has to have specific parameters. I was thinking about designing a display case for jeremy's warhammer figures. I'm not sure yet. I might store dessy and tigger. :) ..build them a play house i mean.. or a cat couch... I can't decide. He wants us to come up with something by tommorrow.

i'm hustling right now trying to finish my re-presentation for studio. My partner and I are
fixing the layout. I'll be glad to move onto the next project.

i have two classes today. one is three hours longs. it's going to be a very tiring day.
john wants to stay after school and study.
guess it'll be another late night.

Sunday, September 23, 2001

it's midnight and my brother and i have made another trek up
to campus. we got here around 10pm. i've been doing studio work
and he's been doing homework..and studying. today's been
quite an eventful day. Jeremy, John, and I went to go pick up Charmaine (my brother's girlfriend) from the people who brought her up here. She was here to visit for a few hours.
We went to eat at Applebees. The food was rather dissapointing.
We then went to eat Marble's Slab. I had my usual vanilla with reeces pbj cups.
Jeremy had a bananna flavored malt. we hung out for awhile.. then it was time
to drop charmaine off again. jeremy stayed with me till i finished my
paid work stuff..so i wouldn't have a stress attack. after he left, john and i decided to come up to campus to get some work done.
i've reached a stopping point but john isn't ready to go yet. i'm going to see what extras i can do and then i'm call it quits. i can't wait to go home, take a shower, and then hit the sack. tomorrow is going to be a long day.

Friday, September 21, 2001

i'm in studio right now.
i'm drawing an oblique from plan.
woohoo. real exciting.
there's gonna be a peace ralley outside the university
tower today. I think there will be one outside the capital
as well. why do i get the feeling it will be raining blood soon?
Jeremy's coming to visit this weekend.
I can't wait.

traffic was something else this afternoon. John was late to class
because we couldn't get to school in time. I'm not sure what's going on...
I think there are about a million people in the metropolis..
and one lousy highway. :)
smirk.

back to drawing now.

Thursday, September 20, 2001

oy!
what a drive home.
it took forever. i usually never come home around 4pm.
I did today and what a mistake. traffic was something
of a horrible nature!
I was almost out of gas too. that would have been awful.

last night i went to bed really late. My brother was playing this game
called Wolfenstein 3d... it's the new version though. It reminds me of a cross between quake and tribes. i wonder if my video card will support it. I might give it a shot.

Ants Marching

Yesterday I came into studio and there were ants all over my desk.
I had left out a cookie and part of my dr. pepper in a cup.
I was like DAMN. I had use my secondary cutting board desk.
I removed the food and drink and wiped the table to get rid of
any excess sweets. I came back today thinking that they would have
all dissipated or something. There were still quite a few left.
I was thinking.. MAN, what do these things want from me?
I started sifting through my piles of trace paper and saw
the reason for the initial invastion. A grasshopper had
passed away on my desk. URgh.
I removed the deceased and am now hoping when i get back tomorrow, the
little armies will have been recalled for a more glorious mission.
:)
little silly biters.

anyhow, i'm off to class now. i finished my reading.
it was long and full of diagrams and charts.
:P
yeah!
i just remembered i had brought up some muffins from the other night
at studio. I have food! I have food!
Yeah! Bannana Nut Muffins, here I come!
ratzarse!
i forgot my wallet at home.
now i can't go get anything to eat for lunch.
i just borrowed some money from a person in my studio
so i could by a dr. pepper can.
guess i'll chew some gum until class is over.
back to reading.
just got to school. i left more than an hour ago.
it took me forever to find parking. it also took forever
for the inter-campus loop to arrive. In the winter, I'll prolly
take up walking again. Until then, I'm tired of coming
to class all sweaty and stuff. I'm about to sit down and do my
readings. I haf some actualy paid work to do tonight..and also some
studio stuff. I'm going to have to figure out how to get it all
done by tomorrow morning. :)
ahhh..isn't this the life.
I read teh cover of the newspaper today as i was passing the news
stands. It read "US deploys troops".
Guess I'll end it there.

Wednesday, September 19, 2001

bored. bored. i'm in studio.
he's going over stuff with other students.
i went first so i've just been sketching ever since..
and walking around. the way these studios were built, you don't get
to see what everyone else is doing unless you make an effort..
so did. i explored the building and poked my nose into all the different
studios.

i've been thinking a lot about teaching lately.. and also about
getting my PhD. I'm not sure how everything will work out though.
There are so many factors that go into all those things.
Architecture is really something complex..that takes a lot out of you..
and gives a lot back. The path to becoming and architect is such an elitist
cycle. There's so much endentured serventry that's involved.
I need to do more writing.. sketching.
I need to do more reading.. research.
but all I'm doing right now is reflecting and contemplating...
okay, didn't have to take john to get the car estimated.
we're gonna do that on friday. we're gonna go to school
now.. heh. i was supposed to get like 5 sketches done.
i got two. hopefully it's enough.

class should be fun though.i get out at 6pm though.
doh!

Tuesday, September 18, 2001

just got through watching the family man with john.
we ate leftover barbeque from saturday.. ewwww. hehehe.
oh well. this is college.. we have to be frugile. we have to go take
john's car to get estimated tomorrow... he got in a wreck like two weeks ago.
the insurance is gonna pay for the back of the car but not the front.

i'm tired. i need to do some reading and then go to bed..

they've constructed a public wall outside of the architecture building on
the west mall. The put paintsticks by it.. you're supposed to go up and write
your comments about war and anti-war. I should go take a picture of it tomorrow.
well, i finished one of the articles and got started on the other one.
they were pretty good. the subjects are mainly about the foundations of reasoning
and science..and the languages used in regards to them.

it's 5 minutes before class but there's still another class in the room.
i wonder what class will be like. i never know.
i posted a comment on the class listserv... no on responded.
i found it rather ironic since 2/3rd of my fellow pupils can't shut up
to let other people talk in class.
guess they're just trying to impress the teacher or something.
oh well.

gonna head to class now.
i have another class after this one.. three hours long!
Well, I went to school early today with my brother. I had massive amounts of reading to do. I'm going to work on the second set now. I got some lunch around 12.. a chef salad, a cookie, and a large Mr. Pibb. It was good but I don't understand why they put so much ham
and turkey in a salad. Seems weird to me...and I love meat!

The article I just got through reading was really good. It was about Stone Age Economics.. and talked about how hunter socities have a low needs value and a vast amount of means. It puts a great perspective on cultures the media calls savage.

Anyhow, it's back to work I go.

Friday, September 14, 2001

so much hatred pouring from all directions
so much ignorance
speculation

walking acts that reflect the fake facade of mourning.
i think in the wake of tragedy, americans know how to capitalize.
and lost in the mist of everyone's busy lips
is the tragedy that has be folded before our eyes...

Wednesday, September 12, 2001

hmm.. i wonder if any americans are even
wondering as to why these people committed these acts
of terror? do they know that these weren't just
ordinary mad men? do the masses of us citizens know
what fundamentally religoius, nationalistic, and economic
motives these people had? i doubt it.
how annoying.
i'm so sick of this media circus bullshit.
suddenly everyone's an expert on how
this could have been prevented..
and suddenly everyone is calling
for war.. ON WHO?
it's disgusting. i can't believe how fast
we lost sight of such a bold tragedy.
ugh. i woke up too late today.
i had to call my co-worker and get some paid work done.
i didn't get to sleep till about 2am yesterday.
i was watching the news for an hour.
once i saw that nothing was getting accomplished, i turned it off..
there's nothing that'll make you more sleepy than seeing peter jennings
about to pass out.
anyhow, i have school at 1am today.
i have a project on entrances due this friday.
i wanted to go to my friend's "coffee," a discussion group, on Thursday...
but I prolly won't be able to since I have this to get done.
ugh.
oh well. need to eat something now. i'm starving.

Tuesday, September 11, 2001

i'm still at school.
how is this that i am still at school and yet all my classes were canceled today?
JOHN decided that this is the day he wants to stay after school and study.. ugh.
i did some sketching outside..and now i'm in the lab just goofing around. i'm getting a little hungry now and i really would like to get home soon. i'm tired.

i guess it's good that i'm not at home..
i'd prolly just waist my time watching the news.
i don't think i want to see anymore unless they have something news..watching the same scenes over and over again is really disturbing..
just got back from lunch with my prof.
we talked about the tragedy first off..
then we talked about planning and archticture..
it was really nice. we went outside in the
plaza and ate lunch with the pigeons. It's so easy to forget everything...
isn't that amazing about america though?
one part of our country can be completely devestated..but other parts are still functional..
we are felt emotionally..but the day still goes on.. isn't that one of our greatest traits?

i found out the school of architecture has canceled classes..so i don't have any classes today. i'm going to hang around till john gets out of school. want to get back to tv.

guess i'll try to do some more surfing now..doubt i'll find any viable internet source though.
i'm sitting here listening to the reports on my headphone.
it's so appalling and captivating.
can you imaigne the amount of coordination invovled???
talk about hatred.
i heard the palestenians are celebrating.
i'm sure the chinese government i snickering.

i have to get eat lunch with my prof this afternoon.
i wonder what we'll talk about?
i'm gonna go check more internet news.
man..i would kill for a portable tv right now.
geeeez...
that's all i have to say..
my eyes are glued.
what a strategic set up!!
what a tragedy!
be careful bagu!

Monday, September 10, 2001

how long has it been?
i'm so tired. John and I have been driving up to school since it's faster
than driving to a bus route and then taking that into campus.
The only set back is that parking is way out there! It takes thirty minutes
to walk to my classroom. The bonus is that it gives me good exercies..
or so I think. Today I walked all over the west mall of campus because
I'm doing a studio project which requires me to remodel it. John and I ate on campus at a dormitory cafeteria. He still has money credit on his orientation card.
I thought the food was decent.

I've been void of money work lately...but all the sudden I just got hit with a ton of work to do. It's all due tomorrow. I'm trying to get it done tonight but I'm so sleepy. My body just wants to quit.

I know I should write more about the kind of experiences I'm having in Austin..but...
well .. its passes..

I just sat down outside and played with dessy. She's the cutest thing in the world. She rubs up against me and whelps trying to get as close to me as possible. She rolls over and does flips.. hehehe..Whenever she's in this mood her tail poofs up like a pipe cleaner. FLoOOFY!

Thursday, September 6, 2001

mmmm. ate my ceasar salad.
it was good. there's this dude in the studio who has passed out on top of his books. hehehe.
i'm trying to do some boring reading.
hopefully i can get this done before i have
to go do the picture taking.
then it's off to class.. woohoo..
how fun.
ola. in my studio now.
i just got through wandering and walking all
over this hilly campus. i was looking for the parking department to pick up my parking tag.
it took me forever to find it.
i went to school early today to pick up the tag
and do an assignment. i have a lot of readin to do as well. i have to meet with a friend
to go take pictures of some building entrances at one. it's almost lunch time. i'm going to have a ceasar salad from the Student Union. mmmmm.
hopefully i won't get mobbed by the people outside. it's like student organization recruitment day. "Here have a flyer"
:)

Wednesday, September 5, 2001

i suck at cooking.
i tried to make some muffins this evening.
i burnt a batch and the second batch has a blackened top.
i don't know if i just got a cheap mix or what...

i'm worn out right now. i didn't cook dinner tonight but i had to prepare
most of it.. aka. warm it up in the microwave. my mom came this past weekend and she cooked john and i lots of food to eat for the week.
speaking of cooking, when john came back from home..he brought up some of the stuff that i had asked my parents for. my mom gave john this tapioca starch something or other. what was really cute was she put a label on the jar. she must have printed it out from her computer. my dad did something similar. i had asked him to copy some stuff for me on cd. what he did was discard the aol labels from their free cases and stuck the cds in there..with labels and everything. I wonder why john and i don't have such attention to detail?

pooped now. gonna go take a shut eye break.

Tuesday, September 4, 2001

heeve ho!
john and i brought two big boxes of my
achitecture supples to the studio.
that's where i am now. he left to go meet
up with his friend to study at the library.
i went to kinkos to print out my assignment.
when i got back, i organized my stuff the best i
could. i might need to buy an organizer or something... or i might just make do.
i'm about to call john and see if he's ready to go. i would like to get home soon..
i think john and i will stop at HEB on our way and pick up some lemonade and cookies and cream icecream.. oh. and a bay of reeces p&b chips.
mmmmm..
howdy.
i'm down here in the lab again.
my second class for today is three hours
long so we're on a break right now.
so far the professor seems really cool.
we're talking about theory.. which i love.
funny, it doesn't seem like any of my classes
will have tests. i'm telling you my mindset has been altered. i'm actually more willing to expand my learning knowing that i won't be tunnel-visioned into exam learning.
it's like worldly knowledge vs. exam based knowledge..

i'm gonna get back to class now.
my 10 minutes is almost up and i need
to wash my hands.. cuz i'm compulsive like that.